Kidnap my heart.

Friday, December 28, 200710:03 AM

After I finish work yesterday, I meet dear at Kallang Mrt station cause we planned to go kallang Leisure Mall as we never go before, we wanted to go there and explore. Then Kor Kor called me and asked me to wait for him at my workplace then he drove me there. We went to the MRT station to fetch dear and went to the Leisure Mall.
Hmmm. At first kor and dear seems so unhappy. But after that kor sms me then I told dear about what happen then ok le. While waiting for kor kor to finish his business, dear and me went to walk around. There's nothing much over there as most of the shop are not open yet. Sianz. We finished walking the shopping centre in less than half an hour. Lol. Then me and dear went to the arcade to play the basketball shooting and I win him. Haha.
Then we went to the carpark to find kor kor and we went to Joo Chiat cause Kor Kor meet his friend over there. While waiting, we went into one of the pub. There were a lot of prostitute waiting for their business. One of the China girl keep on pestering kor kor even when kor kor told her that he don't want. Damn funny. Then she keep on talking with kor kor and stay at our table. When we were about to go off, the lady asked kor kor for tips then kor kor say he didn't even touch her. Lol. Then kor kor asked dear to give her $10 and say he is drunk. Kor kor then faster walk off to avoid the lady. Dear got no choice but to persuade her to go off and her $10 for tips. The lady was damn unhappy. She said if kor kor don't like her then should tell her first then she don't need to waste her time on kor kor. Lol. I wanted to laugh. kor didn't even say he wants her in the first place. Then Kor kor wanted to go to Geylang to collect money but me and dear didn't want to as we still have to work on the following day. Then we took a cab home. Suddenly dear realised that he left his phone in kor's car. Then no choice, we have to U-turn back to find kor and take the phone. I think the taxi driver will feel very happy for sure. He earn $40 plus for one trip. Haiz. Spent money in such unneccessary things. Waste our money.

Hmmm, actually I feel quite bad cause me and dear planned to go out together at first. Then end up he have to spend so much money and things didn't go as plan. Haiz. Sorry dear! I love you!

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Thursday, December 27, 200712:23 PM

Had an arguement with him yesterday. Haiz. His attitude and temper change a lot during this month. I guess it is due to his work ba. He always complained that he is tired everyday after work. So, he is always tired that he can't even take a joke. I shouldn't have joke with him in the first place. Somemore this is already not the first time. Silly me. Haiz.
I miss the time when I just knew him. Those were all the happy moment with no arguement and quarrel. Why must couple need to quarrel? I don't understand. That' why I rather to be friends than getting into a relationship. After the i broke off from the previous relationship with D, I already told myself not to get involve in another relationship again. But he is the one who was there to cheer me up. He is the one who asked don't be afraid to like anyone for fear of hurting anyone or myself. Why did i even chose to believe him in the first place?
WORK! WORK! WORK! Every reason that he gave is about work. I understand he has just been promoted. I understand he is very busy and stress. Haiz. A girl must be understanding to their bf in order to be a good gf I guess? Somehow I didn't complain about his work at all. Just a little concern for me will do. But did he even call me after work for a short chat? Nah! Don't even need to have that thought. I still remember he will ask me to chat on the phone with him in the past when he realised that we didn't chat on the phone for a long time. Now he doesn't seems to bother. Why am I always the one who take the initiative to hug him and hold his hand first whenever we meet? Haiz. or maybe he do care for me, but he never show?

I miss u Gary!

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First Entry!

Wednesday, December 26, 20074:15 PM

Well. Hmmm... This is my first entry. Decided to create a new blog and start everything new. Perhaps because the old blog have too many memories which I don't wish to remember.

First of all I have to thank Dan for helping me to think of the URL. Thanks Di! He is also the one who aked me to create a blog here and helping me along with the creation of this blog. Think I have to give him a treat next time when I get my pay.

Blogging will also be good cause I am far too bored in work. Imagine sitting in the office doing nothing! Haha. I spent most of the time watching movies online, playing MSN and friendster. Haha. What a good job right? Doing nothing and get paid. Well, but I one of the thing I hate the most is waking up damn early at 7am in the morning to go to work. Squeezing in the crowded MRT and stand all the way from Woodlands to Paya Lebar. OMG! Other than that, I guess overall is still ok. The job is slack and the boss and colleagues are nice. Don't feel any stress when i'm working.

Alright! Enough about work. Today is 26 Dec. One day after christmas. So how did I spent my christmas? Hmmm. Basically, I meet my god brother and dear during christmas eve. It was a half day for me at work. Shiok. I knock off from work at 2.30pm and I went home to rest. Went to Jason's house after that and he drive me to Geylang to take money. It was only 8 plus, and we have to wait for dear to finish work at 9pm. While waiting for dear to finish work, we went to jason's friend's pub to see. It is very new. It has 2 level, the 1st level is for pubbing and dancing, and the 2nd level is for karoke. As it was still too early, there were very little people. So we decided to go off and told his friend we will go back later.
Then Jason drove to Boat Quay to eat and wait for dear to finish work. After 9pm, dear came to find us and we went to one of the pub where Jason's family and relative are. 1st time going to that kind of pub. Haha. The DJ there is super lame. Still got luck draw somemore. We got 4 tickets for lucky draw and we won 3 of the tickets. So damn lucky. One of the ticket is the 1st prize. Haha. Finally it's 12am and everybody took out the spray to spray at each other. Jason, me and dear went into the car and hide cause we didn't want to get spray. Jason's dad was drunk and so we went off at 3 plus. After that Jason't send his parents home, me and dear took a cab from there home. Stay overnight at dear place and off to bed.

Yesterday I went to Malaysia with my family for shopping. Bought alot of stuff. Spent too much of my mum's money. Haha. Then Jason called and he waited for me at my house's carpark. Then he drove me and my cousin to Yishun Safra to play pool with his cousin. Me and my cousin feel bored and we walk around and explore. Suddenly one lady approached us and borrowed lighter. Then she talk a lot. Shock the both of us. Still ask me how old is my god brother and ask me whether my god brother will want a 35 years old lady. OMG! Haha. Then I faster finish my cigarette and go off cause I don't dare to talk to her anymore. Went home at 9 plus and went to bed. Too damn tired. Insufficient of sleep. haha. Still have to work today. Yawnz.

Can't meet dear for 2 days le, but he doesn't seems to miss me. Haiz.

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