Kidnap my heart.

Thursday, December 27, 200712:23 PM

Had an arguement with him yesterday. Haiz. His attitude and temper change a lot during this month. I guess it is due to his work ba. He always complained that he is tired everyday after work. So, he is always tired that he can't even take a joke. I shouldn't have joke with him in the first place. Somemore this is already not the first time. Silly me. Haiz.
I miss the time when I just knew him. Those were all the happy moment with no arguement and quarrel. Why must couple need to quarrel? I don't understand. That' why I rather to be friends than getting into a relationship. After the i broke off from the previous relationship with D, I already told myself not to get involve in another relationship again. But he is the one who was there to cheer me up. He is the one who asked don't be afraid to like anyone for fear of hurting anyone or myself. Why did i even chose to believe him in the first place?
WORK! WORK! WORK! Every reason that he gave is about work. I understand he has just been promoted. I understand he is very busy and stress. Haiz. A girl must be understanding to their bf in order to be a good gf I guess? Somehow I didn't complain about his work at all. Just a little concern for me will do. But did he even call me after work for a short chat? Nah! Don't even need to have that thought. I still remember he will ask me to chat on the phone with him in the past when he realised that we didn't chat on the phone for a long time. Now he doesn't seems to bother. Why am I always the one who take the initiative to hug him and hold his hand first whenever we meet? Haiz. or maybe he do care for me, but he never show?

I miss u Gary!

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