Finally I'm done with all my work! Too many things to be done today.

Kor came to find me in the morning for breakfast. Then when I went back to the office, saw his reply in friendster. Tears started rolling from eyes. I realised something, all this while I am the selfish one and I am at fault to cause all this problems. I didn't spare a thought for him before. I only think for myself. I do everything in a very harsh way and hurt him and I didn't realised. So, serve me right to get hurt in the end.

After a talk with him, I feel much more better now. At least I know my mistake and I won't repeat again. Though we are not together anymore, I wish him all the best. I know he hate me now. It's alright. Blame myself for that. Take it as a lesson.

I know it hurts, but I believed I can. Life still goes on. Everything will be alright soon. Don't wish to be a burden to him and add on to his stress anymore. Come to think of it, I am 5 years younger, that's why we have different mindset and thinking which he find it childish. I have to accept it cause this is the fact. Being together with me is his loss. I make him suffer with me. He had already make the decision to go on our separate ways. I will support every decision he made. Maybe one day I still have to thank him to let me realised my mistake and not repeat it again, and I can improve and have a better relationship in the future.

My boss was shocked when he came to the office. haha. He asked me to take a rest and I can knock off early today.

To my Sister, Shu hui, Zi Qiang and friends,
sorry that I have disappoint u all once again when I gave u my promise. But I can't do it. Hope u all will understand after reading this post. I don't know how to tell u all face to face. I don't know whether u all will say I am silly or what, but I understand the whole situation the best. So just let me decide on my own. I will be alright! Everything will be alright. So, thanks for all of your concern and don't have to worry about me anymore.