Kidnap my heart.

Monday, March 17, 20085:11 PM

Hmmm... Well... Waiting for AJ to finish work again. yawnz..

Listening to FM93.3. They were talking about Mas Selamat. The DJ was funny. She said perhaps he has dress up as a Muslim lady. So he can cover his face. Well. true. I agreed with her.

Getting more lazy to blog nowadays. But since I got nothing to do now. FM93.3 is playing the songs Kong Qiu Qian now. Reminds me of KC. A good friend of mine who always cheer me up when I need him. Seldom contact him now. Wonder he still remember me? Still remember we always used to chat everyday without fail. Smsing non stop in class with him. Alene and Kim will then always peep at who am I smsing to and make fun of me always mentioning guys name out when some don't even exist. Lol. Miss them really lots lots LOTS.

Thangavel made coffee for me. So nice of him. Haha. Ken said I always look tired at work and I denied. Happy that I am getting closer with my company people. My colleague, boss and workers. Feel like a family. Especially after the Airshow. Really can't bear to leave this company. The thought of resigning just upset me.

Everytime when people said life is unfair, god has no eyes. I feel that is not true. God will make a way for everyone. Life is fair. Only that people don't realised. Sometimes when some people are working really hard and put in lot of effort, but they didn't get to achieve what they want. Maybe somewhere just went wrong and u didn't realise. That's what I think. Or maybe something good will happen after that. Maybe u didn't achieve it is a good thing.

Last week, while I was walking home in the rain and there was a major jam. My mood was not really good too cause of the relationship with AJ. Suddenly, a man came from behind, sharing his umbrella with me. So nice of him. I thought nice people doesn't exist anymore but I was wrong. Though what he did was just sharing an umbrella with me. Somehow it just make me feel more better and chatting with him.

Last friday while drinking at Mosque street, can say like everybody know there's problem between me and AJ. At 1st only Vincent know cause I told him everything. So he wasn't surprised that I joined them for drinking. Others were quite surprise cause I have never join them before. Then after that Ken asked me. So I told him everything. Then the guy beside him(forgot his name) overheard our conversation. So when Ken walk away he told me he heard something like reach before 12am. So I repeat my story. When Ronnie came, he saw me, but didn't said anything. After that the lady there also tell me about relationship thing. I'm the youngest there, so all of them experience are more than mine. Somemore most of them are married. After listening to what all of them had said, I find that it make sense.
So AJ was waiting outside, Vincent and Ken suggest that I go but I refused. So they let me stay.
So when we reach home, sort things out with AJ. And I listen to what the rest had told me just now, so I just told AJ everything, and everything was solve.
Solve cause I listen to everything he said. Had to make promises not to do this and that. Of cause he is contented. What about me? I don't. Well, but I think the adults are always right. So just listen to their advice and I think they were right. I follow what they said and me and AJ are ok for the time being. I don't know about the future. haha. Maybe they are really right, though sometimes I don't agree with them, but somehow it works. And like what G mentioned before, i'm still young, so I am not mature enough to think. Maybe that was also the reason why we ended our relationship.
So now I learnt. And I love mixing with the company at mosque street. Though it was not really a healthy lifestyle, but I get to learn something meaningful with them and I get to enjoy drinking with people i'm comfortable with.

Ronnie came to the office this morning and the 1st question he asked me was, "u quarrelled with AJ last Friday?" Lol. So everybody know about it. Then he asked me why and i'm sick of repeating the story since the problem was solved. haha.

I watched 2 movies yesterday. AJ came to house to wait for me. Then I was dragging and taking my own sweet time. So AJ was impatient and asked me to go and get prepare. Went to Yishun to watch The Leap Years. Abit outdated. I know. But was busy for the last week, so I don't have the time to watch it. Hmmm. Not as nice as I had expected. Cause many people said it was VERY nice. Think they were exaggerating. I find that movie abit fairytale. Meet once in every 4 years. How is that possible? Many things can happen in 4 years. Though u still have feelings for that person for 4 years after not contacting him, but impossible to really give up the Mr Right and waiting for that someone for 4 years and there is no guarantee at all.
After the movie, it was 6pm. Wanted to watch Step up 2, but the next time slot is at 9.10pm. Didn't want to wait that long, so we went to have our dinner and headed to Sembawang to catch Step up 2 at 7pm. Just nice. Reach there, bought ticket, smoking break and the show starts. Good timing. Haha. Love to see the way they dance. Nice! It reminds me of Alene too. Cause she's good at dancing. So envious.

Really missing Kim and Alene, my bitchy friend. My mouth has been feeling DAMN ITCHY since I last met the both of u. Come on, can't we meet up soon girls? I miss the gigglets.

When school re-open, Kim will be going to Mass Communication, Alene going to Tourism, and me? Ha. No idea. Continue working perhaps. That day Alene called and said people in Mass Communication are bitchy, so we were wondering about how Kim will change into when school re-open. It was funny imagining the way Kim speak when she get into mass communication. Then I told Alene, people in Tourism aren't any better. Then we also imagine how she will speak and change when school re-open. Well, i'm happy for them though. They get what they wanted. Though I didn't get what I want, but I won't complain. Cause I don't deserve it. Just accept what I got and life still goes on.
God will make a way! *smile*

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