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ShuYi 23.01.1989
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Tuesday, April 29, 20082:22 PM
Hmmm, finally got my pay yesterday. I learnt my lesson this time, not to lend anybody money anymore. If not for those idiots, I still have $200 with me. Though it is not a huge sum, it still means a lot for me. Those are my hard earn money. Argh!!! F*** off jerks! Well, I won't be so nice to anybody anymore. Don't tell me how urgent u need those money, how pitiful u are. Who is going to pity me after that? No one. Motherfucker!

Well, it is confirm that my course will be starting on 5th May. It is time to work hard.

Didn't go for lunch today cause I am not hungry. Nothing much to do after settling all the accounts. yawnz. Been watching shows from the internet. Quite slack recently.

My company is not moving anymore. Decided to remain here. Just do a bit of renovation. So hopefully during renovation, directors will give us some holidays. Haha.

Walk past AJ this morning but he didn't even approach to me, he was talking to his boss, so I didn't walk over to disturb him. Disappointed!!! Well, we are drifting apart. I can't deny. So many changes in jut 3 months. Totally speechless. Sick and tired of everything. Lesser quarrel cause I can't be bothered anymore. Really tired of this.

I really miss the past when I have lots of friends.... I want to enjoy! My life seems to be so boring since i'm 15, the time when I really step into a r/s. Life is so so so so boring since then.

Hopefully I will get to know more good friends in my course.

Maybe I will be moving out from my house in a few months time when I save the money. Can't stand my dad! Hate it when I know he is moving back and I know something will happen and it really happened. F*** him. I don't care whether I will be struck by lightning to curse and swear my dad. He has never done his part as a father and husband. Such an irresponsible man can really go and eat shit. I never understand why my mum allow him to move back and then complain about him after that. Since u hate him, just let him sleep on the streets. He never even contribute to this family afterall. So why bother pitying him? Not even a single cents he has contribute to this family. Such a jerk can jolly well f*** off!!!
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Thursday, April 24, 20082:12 PM
Hmmm, back to blog again. Been rather busy recently cause the account have to be done and send for auditing. Tons of work to be done. The account was confusing and complicated. Have to call the creditor to check with the invoice again and again. Yawnz.

Glad to say that for now, I had finished my work. Took me 3 weeks to get it done. But I know is not over yet. Cause still have to wait for the audit and i'm sure there will still be problems. Haiz.

However, something that Ken said make me happy today. He said i'm more familiar with accounting now, so it will not be a problem for me if I go for studies. Hmmm, ya, F.Y.I, I will be going to BMC academy to take LCCI Diploma in accounting and proceed to ACCA. I'm worried about the ACCA cos may people said that it is very tough to get ACCA cos have to take 10 papers to get ACCA. One of my friend told me that he got a friend who is very smart, studied in National JC, but failed the ACCA papers, and the friend of his, has been taking the ACCA paper for 5 years.

Hmmm, went to mind cafe yesterday. Was quite tired. Nearly fell asleep. Reached home at 1am. Woke up today and doesn't feel like going to work. haiz, but no choice, already took mc last week, so cant keep on taking mc. Reach office and told Ken i'm going off early today and he said ok. So nice of him. Haha. 1 more week to pay day. I'm left with only 70 bucks. Hopefully can survive for this 1 week before I get my pay. God bless me.
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Monday, April 21, 20082:28 PM
My blog has been dead for 10 days. Was quite busy to update recently. My work is like hell man!
Papers after papers, document after document. Nearly fainted.

My life is so boring recently. Most of the time, I go home straight after work. Didn't go anywhere last weekend. Stayed at home for the whole Saturday and Sunday. Only went out during the evening to SBC to watch the Basketball match. Yesterday match was not very exciting. Quite disappointing. Anyway, Home United won. Expected.

I'm living on a budget now. Help! Can't wait for the next pay day....
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Friday, April 11, 200810:14 AM
Went to Mind cafe at purvis st yesterday. First time there. Meet my sis at Bugis and we don't know how to walk there and it was raining. So we ran in the rain. So pai sei. Then Ivan msg my sis to tell her how to go.
Still prefer the mind cafe at Boat Quay. The one located at Purvis St is not as nice. Sis went to collect her pay and we went for dinner. Ivan accompanied us for dinner at Shaw. Had pasta for dinner. Ivan ate vegetarian with us. So nice of him and he treat us fot the dinner.
It was my 1st time to actually sit down and chat with him. Not bad lahz. Don't hate him anymore. He is quite a nice person afterall.

Sis opened her envelop to see her pay. There was a letter attached to it saying she has promoted to Game Facilitator. So funny when my sis can't pronounce facilitator properly and Ivan keep on making fun of her pronounciation.

Left at 8 plus cause AJ has reached Bugis. Went home after that. Was quite tired and off to bed.
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Wednesday, April 9, 20084:39 PM
I'm back to blog cause Kim said that I didn't update my blog.

Friday
Went to mosque street at 11pm. Saw Ken and Vincent over there. Thought they didn't go.
Open a bottle of Martell. Going to be broke soon. Haiz.
Kor came at 1 plus. Played till very high. Kor still pour me with the Martell. Waste my alcohol la. Somemore is so ex. Argh!
Then Kor drove us home. Sent AJ home 1st, don't know why his face is so damn attitude suddenly. It's already 2 plus when we reach home and AJ is still nagging and nagging. Yawnz. Nag till 3am then we hang up the phone and off to bed.

Saturday
Set alarm at 6am cause i'm going to malaysia, but I couldn't wake up. Was too tired. When I woke up, realised is 7 plus. Haha. Quickly get prepared.
There was a minor jam. Reached Larkin and it was so damn crowded. Was there at 10 plus but the earliest ticket is at 12 noon. So rot alone at Larkin. Went to top-up my prepaid card. Was so blur when the person spokes to me cause I don't understand Malay.
Went to the bus stop at 11.20am cause I don't know where to go. So might as well wait at the bus stop. Luckily got one aunty came to talk to me. So I was not tat bored.
Reached Muar ard 2 plus. Chit chatting non stop with Sin Yi till 8 plus and we went out. Went to a cafe to find her girlfriends. Gossiping session. Was quite tired though. Cause the gossiping session was not as fun as when gossiping with Kim & Alene.
Then Jing Huei Kor called ard 10 plus and we went to meet him and Alex and i'm more awake. Haha. Bad. Miss them so much. 2 of their friends joined us. Crap around. Went home at 1 plus.
Planned not to sleep and chit chat with Sin Yi. But was too tired. And we slept at 3am. Too many things to talk. Both of us miss each other so much.

Sunday
Woke up at 8 plus cause my bus is at 9.45am. Was like so rush lahz. Manage to catch the bus. Lucky me. Called AJ when I set off cause he promised to fetch me from Larkin. Reach Larkin at 12noon and he was still at home. Was damn pissed lahz. So I went to city square to shop alone while waiting for him.
Didn't get anything much for myself. Yawnz. Wanted to have dinner with his friends. but was piss cause they keep on dragging and delaying the time. It was quite late and I have to go home. So AJ couldn't send me home. So pek chek and I gave him attitude. Was like what we planned didn't happen at all. Was still so excited on the day before.
So I went back myself from malaysia. So so crowded that I can't even walk, and the lady behind me keep on pushing when nobody was moving. So angry with her. Feel like punching her face. My body was already like stick to the person in front of me and she keep on pushing. SO DAMN IRRITATING!!! Even when I turn to stare at her, she can't be bothered. And I took revenge. When entering the railing in the queue, it wont be crowded anymore. And cause all her force is pushing to the front (cause she is still pushing me), I suddenly turn my body around to move away and she fell to knock on the railing. Haha. Serve her right. I'm already being nice cause there's a railing so she didn't fall, and I didn't shout at her to make her pai sei. But how I wish there was no railing over there so that she will fall. I know i'm mean. Who cares? Don't even give a damn shit about how others look at me.
That lady was piss.(can tell from her expression) She gave me a fucking look and I gave her attitude back. That's what she did to me initially when I stare at her to give her a warning. What comes around goes around. Haha. Who get the last laugh?

Monday
Went to work and I was having a headache. So I slept in the office. Ken didn't say anything. Lucky me! While going to work, there's an uncle jump to the MRT track at CCK and I was affected. There was no train. MRT station was damn crowded. Called Ken and he fetch me from Jurong East to office. So nice of him!

Tuesday
The giggles outing! Met Alene at Bugis and we went shopping while waiting for the rest of gigglets. Was so happy to see all gigglets again! yes. ALL! Seldom got that chance anymore. It was Tristan's birthday. Went to have steamboat at Bugis. WY was so emo yesterday cause everybody keep on talking about poly stuff. Lol.
Went to past one shop, then Kim, Alene and me was trying on one particular shirt. They said I look like slut when I wear it. So I didn't buy cause it doesn't suits me. I don't want to look like a slut though ZK said I look like one even when i'm not wearing that shirt. Shit him!
Kim was so funny cause she doesn't know how to take off that shirt. Still need Alene and the salesgirl to help her to take off. Laughing like hell! LOL.

Wednesday
Ken left the office at 12 plus. So all of us were very free. Ordered Pastamania delivery for lunch. Treat the workers pizza. So nice of me and Vincent right? Haha. Seems like having party in the office cause all 3 directors are not in. Blast the music and relaxing. Singing all the way till 4 plus and all of them left for meeting. Super Shiok. What a good life and job I have! Haha.
Well, alone in the office again. Waiting for AJ to finish work. Yawnz.
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Friday, April 4, 20087:13 PM
Went to Causeway point with AJ yesterday. Saw Kim and Jolyon. Luckily I wasn't smoking at that time. Haha. If not I guess Kim wont be talking to me.

Slept at the office during work. Lots of work to be done. But the dealine is still a long way to go. By this month. Luckily. Haha. So sick of typing in all those things.

Going to Malaysia tomorrow to find my cousin. yawnz. Wonder what should I do during the journey there. 2 and a halh hours. Yawnz. And i'm going alone. So nobody to talk to.

Going to mosque street to drink later again. Haha. Soon i'm going to be the regular customer there. Lol.

Gtg.
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Thursday, April 3, 20086:31 PM
Dad has move back on Tuesday. Should I feel happy or sad?

Went home at night and saw all his stuff at home. Yawnz. Was so messy.
Didn't talk to him at all ever since he move back. Reason why... Cause I only see him during the morning when I wake to go for work and he will be sleeping. When he comes back at the wee hours, I will be sleeping. So, didn't have any chance to talk to him. Well, nothing much to talk to him anyway. The last time I saw him was during CNY. He didn't call me after that too.

Seems like nobody welcome him back. The only one who is happy is my grandma. Of course, he's her son. Sometimes I do really hate it cos she over reacted just bcos her bloody son move back. Come on, he didn't even treat u like his mother. What the shit does he give u? Nothing! Not even a single cent. I think I am much more better than him.

Found out something recently, my elder sis had inherit my grandma's bank account. So, when my grandma is no longer here, in this world, all the money will be hers. I'm not jealous or what, just not satisfied cause my grandma promised that she will give it to me. Then she passed it to my sister. Was like what the shit.

Well, gtg now. AJ is waiting for me at the door.
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Tuesday, April 1, 20089:40 AM
There's a good news! I'm not resigning anymore. Will continue to work with the company and they will subsidise me in taking private school. Will be taking LCCI Diploma in accounting. Hmmm, don't know whether I can take it anot. Cause going to take night class and work during the day. Will be damn tiring for me I guess.

Yesterday went to Toa Payoh to meet kor. Nv see him for a long time. Like about 1 month. Finally got to see him, was quite happy. Meet him and one of his friend. Then sis called. Quarrelled with ZQ. So waited for one of kor's friend, Ah Ger to come. She brought her daughter along with her. only 7 years old. So cute. We cab down to my house cause Kor's car is under repair due to the accident he occurred on Sunday.

Talked to sis for awhile and console her. Then Kor called ZQ and ZQ came. So leave them alone to talk. Played with Kor, Ah Ger and her daughter. Quite fun. Then we ran out of cigarette. Lazy to walk to 7 eleven. So I called Ye Feng and asked him to help us buy cigarette. Waited for half an hour for him to bring the Cigarette down. So nice of him anyway. Talk till 1 plus and we were tired, so we went home.

Saw AJ this morning. Asked him whether he wants to join me for my friend's brithday tonight. He didn't want to go. Disappointed. Yesterday asked him to join me and kor he also didn't want to go. Felt that everything has changed. Haiz. Xi Guan jiu hao. Get used to it can already.

Getting my pay today. Promised kor to treat him to drink. Dont't bother much about him anymore. Listen to Gary is much more better. At least what he said makes sense.

Sorry Kim, don't know when are we able to go for ladies night since i'm not resigning. :(
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