Chloe :D
ShuYi
23.01.1989


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Thursday, July 3, 200810:41 AM
Didn't blog for 1 week. I'm not in the mood to blog. And work has been quite busy recently.
I'm so tired of everything now. I wish to sleep and never wake up. Break down today again. Have been happening for quite a long time. Is always like that recently. I will just tear suddenly and think of the unhappy things again. life has too many choices to choose from..... go make ur own choices or choices will make u choose... freedom is choice.... I'm feeling so lost now. I miss the past. I miss the time when I was 13 & 14. I was always happy. 24/7. Not long ago, read a book written by one of a Singapore writer, Low Kay Hwa. The story is about a love story of a couple who know each other since they were 7. Their fifteen years old love story is so touching. Soon after when the girl grows up, after the guy has hurt her and things that has upset her, she became mentally-retarded one day. Her mindset begins to shrink younger every two weeks: At twenty-two years old, she cries for burgers and plays with Hello Kitty soft toys. Wonder will I ever become like her one day? Haha. Is not a bad thing too. Cos she got no worries at all and just play like a kid. Seriously, i'm going to be insane soon. ARGH! Oh, nearly forget, Happy birthday to Gary! miss u so much. |
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