Kidnap my heart.

Thursday, September 25, 200811:19 AM

So end up I went drinking with Ken and Xiao Pang yesterday. :Þ. I just can't control myself and I don't find a need to since I am not promising anybody and since he don't trust me even when I really control myself for not going to drink.

I left office around 5 plus with Xiao pang and we cab to mosque street to wait for Ken. Drank a few glass of beer over there. Then Xiao Pang asked me to call Ken to ask him what time will he be coming. So I used the other number cos doesn't have that number to call him. When he answered he ask me whether I am Irene and I said yup. Then I told him I miss him. :) Ken said miss me then check-in a room to wait for me lo. LOl. Then I laugh out and said I am Shu Yi lah then he also laugh and scolded me. Before I hang up I told him I will check-in a room and wait for u then he scolded me again. Haha.
Abit bored over there, Ken only reach around 7 plus when he told me he will reach at 6 plus. After awhile, we went to club sake at boat quay cos it was big ken birthday.
Ken keep on forcing me to eat meat. What the hell! I was abit tipsy that I really got the urge to open my mouth but I controlled myself. Then Ken keep on playing with the camera and took a lot of junk pictures. So when he pass me the camera I also did the same thing as what he did. Then everybody said got this type of boss will have this type of employee. Haha. The 1st glass was super, William mix martell and chivas and beer in every0ne glass and everybody have to drink. Then I pour into William glass cos I know the taste will be super disgusting so I only drank a bit of it.
When William was pouring the second glass, he haven't add in the mixer and I help him to stir. Xiao pang and William laugh at me and said i'm drunk but I deny. I keep on re-filling William glass and accidentaly spill Leslie glass. So pai sei. Then Leslie ask me whether i'm ok.
I sang Nan ren nu ren with William.
Big Ken was already very drunk and keep on talking nonsense. Then I told Leslie Big Ken and him behave so alike when they were drunk.
When we were about to go off, Ken asked me to tell a waitress over there 500 bucks, then I call that girl and Ken ranaway. I point to Ken and told her Ken said 500 bucks. Everybody was laughing and said I sabo my own boss. Then Alan ask me then how much I charge I told him I am priceless. Ken then said $30 enough already, xiao pang add in said give him for free he also don't want. Alan laugh putting his hand on my waist and said he wants it for free. :) But I said cannot cos I am priceless.
Went off around 10 plus 11 and went to meet Jian. Was walking alone to find a cab but end up I don't know where I walk to and I can't see clearly. I saw a green light in front and I thought it was a cab so I stand there to wait and only to find out it was a traffic light when it turns red. So I walk and walk to find a toilet and saw a taxi stand. So I stand there and wait for a cab. There was 2 man queueing in front of me keep on looking at me with a stupid face. They must thinking that I was drunk or something like that. I finally got a cab. When the taxi driver ask me which way to go, I can't think of anything during that time, pause for a moment and said anything.
Cab fare cost $20 plus cos there was extra $3 charge in city area. So damn ex.
Reach block downstairs and meet Jian for awhile before going home. Was so tired and knock off as soon as I can.

Edric came back this morning and he fetch me to work. Feelings are weird. Don't know why my eyes suddenly become so teary. I control for very long and it finally fell down. Well, good things doesn't last anyway, all good things will come to an end eventually. Life still goes on and i'm enjoying the way I live my life now. Cos we don't need to worry for 1 more person, informing 1 more person anything. Just do what u want to do. I'm loving it. Isn't this what I want all along? So I should feel happy. When I reach home yesterday, I told er jie she should join me and it will be so fun without bf around and she was so tempted to go. Haha. But end up she said it's ok cos she got zq. A difference from me and her is she get appreciated by her bf when she do so much for him by behaving herself, staying faithful and an obedient gf but I don't get appreciated. What's worst? Instead of getting appreciated, I get insulted. So give me hundreds, thousands, million and billion reason why should I be a good girl?
Oh, what he said really affect me so much. So guys n gals, watch what u say, and please think before u say anything to a person. As 1 sentence can totally change and affect a person A LOT.

Lesson as usual today. 4 more lesson and i'm going to finish Management accounting. Going to miss Vion and Lynn for the next module.

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