Kidnap my heart.

Tuesday, September 16, 20089:40 AM

The words that he said on Sunday is still haunting my memory. I just can't forget about it.
Although I really tried very hard to cheer myself up, I still can't get over it.
I sleep very early yesterday soon after I reach home.
I sleep early because I don't want to think so much. If i'm awake then I won't stop thinking about it.
Even though u didn't said anything yesterday, but I still can feel that u still don't trust me. When I told u i'm going to sleep, u said I always sound so out of breath. Are u trying to say something?
And u also asked me why izzit so quiet, alone in the room, of cos it will be very quiet. Is not the first time u call me at night, and u never ask this kind of question before, whatever u think just tell me straight. Don't need to ask me this and that.
This morning u still ask me again to confirm I sleep very early yesterday. Haiz. Why should I lie to u?
I know I am bad. U always think I am bad. That's why long ago I mentioned to u that u won't trust me in the future but u said u won't. Easier said than done.

Luckily I didn't put in so much effort this time......

Love fade away bit by bit. Eventually, one day there will be nothing left. The more you try to hold onto love, the more it want to get away from u.

Everytime when u called, u told me u are hurt by this and that, got rashes and everything. I really wish to care, but I am too upset to say anything. I just don't know what to say. It seems like keeping quiet is the best thing.

I don’t remember the tears, I only remember the pain.

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