Kidnap my heart.

Friday, September 19, 200811:18 AM

Yesterday lesson was still interesting. 5 mins after I reach the class Mr Bala said the test will be starting in 5 mins time. So I msg Vion and tell her.
Me and Lynn both just stare at the question paper cause we don't understand. Until Vion reach, then she explain it to us.
We learn about Internal rate of return(IRR) yesterday. Not that difficult. It was still ok but abit blur. Mr Bala gave us some classwork to do and we got our breaktime. After coming back from break, we ask the girl who sat beside Vion about taking ABC and Business Stats. Vion and Lynn decided to take ABC instead of Business Stats cos they said ABC is easier. Haiz. So I got no friends in Business stats.
So we were happily talking while Mr Bala is writing question on the board for us to do. Then Mr Bala said we are very noisy and we realised we need to copy down. After awhile when most of the people are done, the 3 of us were not done yet. So Mr Bala cannot explain the answer. Then he said we were happily having discussion while he is writing down, then the director who is giving us the speech has already finish. The director refer to the girl who is sitting beside Vion.
Mr Bala called us the 3 Guru yesterday. Lol. So overall I still enjoy the lesson yesterday.

Well, anyway, i'm trying to settle my things soon. Thought I can settle in 1 night but failed. How can a person say he trust u a day before and then said it's hard to trust u like that and said I didnt even prove to him that he can trust me the next day? So what if i'm not home after 11? Does that mean that i'm doing something wrong? So if everyone goes out after 11 means all of them are cheating of their bf/gf?
Ladies and gentleman, won't u feel irritated everytime when u are going out, be it to work or with friends or anywhere else, with who, ur mum, ah gong, ah ma, gu ma, gu po friends or whoever, as long as it's human, or even alone. Ur partner always repeat " Careful oh! Guai guai oh! Must behave urself hor! Don't anyhow anyhow, don't flirt with guys!" Ok, u may say it is a joke, but is everytime! Can even repeat more than 1 time a day. joking also don't need to repeat everytime want right? Lame. It sounds more like suspecting than joking.
What's more? If I want to cheat on u, why should I go through all the hassle of doing things for u and try to give u what u want? Why should I act so decent in front of ur parents and relative just to make them like me?

Alright, I don't want to say anything else. of cos u are good too! Not that u are totally bad. Only too sensitive. I'm sorry, i'm the type who loves freedom. I get close to any guys as long as they are nice or some advantages to benefit me. So I wont be the type of girls u want. Go find some decent lady, maybe a teacher? Haha.

I feel the playing mood is coming back to me again. Oh god!
So I will be playful till I can find someone who don't know how wild I can be at times so that he won't suspect me of anything no matter who I meet and where I go. But he must not be like me and must be a 24 hours gd bf. Oh, I pray to god that some good guys like this still exist.
Haha. I know i'm dreaming. Just dream awhile to make myself happy cannot izzit?

This morning, I stand all the way from Woodlands to Paya Lebar. oh god! When I board the train, there was no seats, but one whole row of place for me to stand. So I look at the people, one chinese uncle was sleeping, beside him was an Indian uncle who open his eyes widely and holding on to his bag which he place on the floor, then a aunty seating beside him was also dozing off. So who will u think will alight first? Of cos not those who are sleeping right? Cos they still got a long way to go so they are sleeping. So I stood in front of the Indian Uncle. Next stop Admiralty, nobody alight. Then Yishun, nobody alight. So I was like, "hey stupid uncle! U are holding on to ur bag for so long, don't u feel tired? If u are not alighting then why are u holding on it to look as if u are alighting?" Then the aunty beside him alight at Khatib. Too bad I was standing in front of the Uncle, so another lady took that seats. Actually I can really snatch from her cos I am nearer to that seats. but I don't want to look so aunty to snatch seats like what the aunty or uncle always do to do a 100m sprint to get a seats.
After that, the chinese uncle beside the Indian uncle alight, so I could not get the seats also cos I die die also want to stand in front of the Indian uncle that I thought he will alight soon. End up he alight at Dhoby Ghuat which is just 1 stop away from where I will be alighting. So no point seating down for just 1 stop.
And everyone who board the train later than me all got seats. They must be thanking me in their heart cos I die die also stand in front of the Indian uncle so that they will be standing at other place to get the seats. See, i'm so nice to everybody. Haha. Indirectly nice lah!
So next time when u all board the train, don't sleep in the train when u are just alighting in 2 or 3 more stop, and if u are not alighting so soon, please don't stay so awake and hold ur bag so tightly to seem as if u are going to alight soon! Argh!
And I hate women more! Cos sometimes man will let u have the seats even though they are just standing in front of the empty seats. I just love gemtleman! I remember quite long ago, there's a aunty who wants to snatch the empty seats, but the man standing in between me and the aunty block the aunty way and gave me the seats and the aunty was so piss! Haha. Oh, that shows how realistic the society is. Of cos I am much more attractive and prettier than the aunty. :p

I want to save money! My dream is to get my licence and car when i'm 21! Don't need to be a very good car, but it must be presentable also. In this case. I don't need to guess everyday who is going to alight from the train soon, and don't need to squeeze in the crowded train.
So I will stop shopping starting from this month. Ok, I know I can't control, the most only $50 a month to shop. If can, get people to buy it for me so that I don't need to spend a single cent. Then my dreams to get a car will get nearer and nearer. I wish Bill Gates will marry me.

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