Kidnap my heart.

Monday, November 10, 20083:56 PM

I had a great night on friday. After work, I meet Jian and we went down to Bugis to meet Gui Qing, Angeline, Dinesh and Jin Yong to celebrate Gui Qing birthday. Had dinner at KFC. Then we walk all the way from Bugis to Boat Quay. I keep on complaining cos is really damn far. Luckily I didn't wear heels like the other time with the giggles.
Settle down at a pub at Boat Quay. It was my first time there. The pub is not bad. Quite a nice place. There is live band and the drinks there are not very expensive. We had black label. I wanted to sing but had to go on stage to sing and I and not so daring to do so. I swear I will go practice lots of English song so that next time I dare to go on stage to sing. Haha. It is double storey, so we sat upstairs and it looks like we book the whole of second level cos we were the only people up there. Had fun playing games with them. Jian was drunk. I brought him to the washroom and he vommited. Then got one people walk pass and ask me whether he is alright. Then when waiting for Gui Qing to come out from the toilet got one ang moh talk to me. He thought I was queueing for the toilet so when a man came out from the gents he said oh too bad u can't use it. Wth. Overall I enjoyed my nights with them. Went off at 12 plus and I bought cup noodles at 7-eleven cos I am so hungry. Cab home after that and off to bed.

Mum woke me up super early at 10am on Saturday. The most pek chek thing is she woke me up for nothing cos she got nothing to do as both my sis did not come back on friday. So i'm the only one there and I slept with her. So it is so convenient for her to ka jiao me. Argh. and when I woke up she was already preparing to go out and ask me to make breakfast myself. Even more pek chek. Wake me up just to talk one or two sentence with me. Cos I am unable to sleep back, I made my own breakfast and watch Dvd all the way until 5 plus. Was so tired by the time but both my sis came back and da jie wanted to go sheng siong to buy things back to her hall. So she pull er jie and me along so that there are people helping her to carry all her stuff. So bad of her. But it has been quite some time since the 3 of u go out together. So I drag myself along. Was quite happy chit chatting with them. Bought lots of tidbits and we also went to see rice cooker, pot and those cooking stuff so that da jie can cook in her hall next time. Actually I was the one who went to see cos I want to get it for Jian too so that he can stop eating outside food or maggi as it is not healthy. It is better to eat home cook food. Saw quite a few not very expensive stuff and I decided to get it so that I get to cook every Sunday at his place too. Miss cooking so much. Bought lots of tidbits, breakfast and maggi mee for Jian.
Reach home at 6 and I wanted to sleep but I got buddhist class at 8pm. So there is no time for me to sleep. Was so bloody tired. Continue to watch my Dvd till 7 plus and I went to bathe.
Walk to the class with both my sisters again. Was quite a happy day cos the 3 of us seldom got this chance. End the class at 9.30pm and nick came to pick me up at 10pm. Mummy was abit unhappy cos she thought I will go home together with them. Maybe cos seldom got the chance that all 4 of us spend time together. But sorry, I don't feel like staying home so early on a Saturday night. Went to Suntec to fetch Jeremy and XL and we went to vic to drink. This week is not that pathetic than last week. At least got a bit more people. Haha. First time sang duet with nick. Some songs got too high pitch so I pass the mic to XL cos I don't want to make myself pai sei. Had some games. Henry was so irritating. Keep on calling me xiao mei mei and ask me to go home and tell me all the rubbish stuff. Was so irritated by him so I purposely walk off to find Nick to play pool. When we got back to our table, he still ask me to go over. How irritating. So Nick said we better go and we lest at 2 plus.
Send XL home then my turn and Jeremy last. Luckily i'm not the last cos when I reach home it was already 3am. Imagine i''m the last. Don't know what time will it be.
Jian was angry about me going home late but I was too tired and blur to talk to him in that drunk manner. So we end our conversation.

Woke up super early again at 9 plus cos I need to go over to Jian to make up about the night before for going home late. Make breakfast, pack, brought all the tidbits and stuff I bought and there were way too many things for me to carry. So I took a cab instead cos I don't want to carry so many stuff taking train cos it look like some aunty who just came out from the market. But I like to do grocery shopping cos I love to cook. It was just so pai sei to carry the stuff back.
Reach there at 11.15am and Jian was still unhappy. He said he thought I would reach earlier like 9 or 10? Piang. The journey is from Marsiling to Paya Lebar. How to? Is not very near. So in order for him not to be angry, I told him that I have to do some housework before I can go out which is true,(but I exaggerate a bit cos I just sweep the floor). And I told him I walk to Sheng siong to buy the grocery for him(which I bought it the day before). And I told him I still had to make breakfast for him(which is made by my mum) but I pack it. Haha. So that's why I am so late which I think is not. Lol. So Jian wants me to be a Cinderalla next week again as my punishment to reach home before 12. Yawnz. Luckily is only next week and not my whole life. Thank god. So it didn't take too long for him not to be angry. I am such a pro in making up to my bf. :) So girls, if u need any tips next time, ask me. I don't charge.
Stay there for the whole day till 11.30pm and I decided to cab home. Wasted so much on cab these few days. And the most pek chek thing was I couldn't get a cab. When I got a cab, there was already midnight charge. I swear I am going to go off at 11pm to prevent the midnight charge. I don't believe I can't get a cab in 1 hour.

Had nightmare yesterday. I keep on dreaming about ghost and demon. It was so real. Maybe it is really real but I thought it was a dream. Haha. Cos a ghose just appear in my room seated at the mattress beside me. There were noises made my children and kids. Is not only one. About 2 to 3 kids playing with toys at my dad mattress. Then I heard them laughing and crying but I didn't care and continue to sleep. So is it real or is it just a dream? I don't know. I only know I didn't sleep well last night. I even know what time my dad reach home when I normally won't even wake up when he came back. I even wake up the moment my phone rang when normally my phone have to ring for a long time before I woke up. So, was it just a dream yesterday night? How I wish it is only a dream.

Jian called me at 6.40am cos I told him to do so. We agree to go breakfast together. He came to fetch me to work today! I was so happy. and we agree we will do that every monday. He will come and fetch me to work and we will have our breakfast before going to work. I'm so bless. I won't ask for much. Just trust and some freedom, and pamper me once in awhile will do. Even only breakfast once in a week I am contented.

I got a friend who said he wish he could be like me, so happy with my life and everything. Who doesn't have up and down in life? I think the most important thing in life is to be happy. That's why no matter what happen I will tell myself everything is going to be alright. People always said they don't care about what others see in them, but I do care. I want the best. But sometimes people are just being ridiculous so I rather not to listen. I'm not being stuborn or what but I think I got the right who do what I think is not wrong. Sometimes when I think is not wrong but someone talk sense in it and convince me, I still listen. So i'm still not that stubborn after all. :)
But I don't need people to say all the shit things about me. Keep all the sacarstic and bad comment to yourself. Before u said others, do a reflection on yourself before saying people. I'm not pointing at anyone here cos I don't know who is the one who said the shit things about me and I am not interested to know too.
I have really nice people and friends around me and I am happy and contented with my life now. So why bother? I don't want people who don't really know me to say shit things about me and affect my mood and happiness. I am what I am and I change whatever people comment about my bad habit and doing whatever I think is right. What else u guys want? I won't change totally just because of people who don't know me well. I got life, I got my freedom, I got my rights.

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