Kidnap my heart.

Friday, February 27, 20095:23 PM

It's friday again. Somehow I feel that it is a boring friday and I am not excited at all! Fuck.

Somehow I am not in a good mood today.

Er jie is more excited about the chalet than me. Duh! Cos her bf will be there with her what. And somemore they don't need to pay. Who doesn't want to go? Haiz. And everytime she ask me this question I will be damn sad lah. Firstly, I wasted my 200 bucks to book for Jian surprise birthday party. End up he is staying at Sabah for surgery. knnccb! I know it is not his fault cos he didn't want it either. But I am just so disappointed! I can buy many things with 200 bucks. What to do on his birthday night when he is not there to celebrate with me. Worst still, both my sis bring their bf along. Haha. How nice! I hate 28 Feb.

I am piss with something. Some friends just treat me like spare tyre. And I swear is not the first time lah. SOmetimes already confirm where to go and everything, last min can cancel it. And it's not because of something important or urgent. Then if got the mood then call me up to meet me. Ok, at least this time is not last min. I was inform 1 day ago and I was glad lah. At least got improvement.
Wanted to go drinking with one of my ex. Then Edric told me he is not working at night. So I decided to meet him. Can't come up with where to go. We had arguement.

Seriously I pray that all pubs and clubs in Singapore will closed down and Govt ban alcohol in Singapore. I am alcohol addict? Who says so. I can survive 10 days in Sabah without drinking lor. HAHAHA

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Tuesday, February 24, 200910:15 AM

My weekend was not wasted. Finally I get to drink on friday. Sadly, not much. :( Anyway, it'e better than nothing. So I shouldn't complain. :)
Suppose to meet Daryl but last min he called and said he need to report to camp. So I went down to Pan Pacific to find Edric. Had our dinner at Suntec and went to fisherman to drink. I had a great and wonderful night.

Went to cineleisure for movie with er jie and her polymates together with Edric. Watched Role model. The movie was quite lame but overall still funny. It was 1am when the movie ends and I don't feel like going home. But stupid er jie said she was tired and Edric ask me not to drink. Argh. End up we went home. Wasted a Saturday.

Went for another movie with Edric on Sunday. Watched the curious case of benjamin buttons. The movie thta Edric wanted to watch and finally he get to watch it. Haha. The movie is too detail that I find it boring for some parts. 2 hr 30 mins show. Was so tired after that movie. Went to jalan kayu for supper. Reminds me of the good old times there with him. :)

I hope I get to enjoy my weekend this week too.

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Thursday, February 19, 200910:09 AM

Nah, don't say I never blog about u. I even posted your handsome face here. Haha. :p Am I good enough?

While I was on my way to school on Tuesday, Edric called and say he is going to Woodlands, so he send me to school. So I alighted at Marina Bay and omg, I didn't go there for like 100 years. Haha. The place totally change and I don't know where am I. So I waited for him there and I was late for lesson. Lol.

Lesson sucks lah. I feel like giving up accounting already. Wonder why I ever choose that subject in the first place. I'm starting to hate accounting. I don't want to be accountant in the future. Accountant are all nerdy people. So that's why is not suitable for me. :p

After lesson, I went for dinner with Edric. Walk around the night market and there was nothing to see so we went home.

Yesterday morning, he came to fetch me to work. I am so happy that I don't need to take public transport and squeeze in the crowded train. :) Thanks Edric.
Met him after work and I went home to get my things done and went to Woodlands to fetch er jie and Uncle Roch and we went for dinner. Had a nice dinner with him. It has been quite some time since I went dinner with him. And I keep on repeating the same songs in his car.

Er Jie told me a funny joke on the way to Yishun. Cos one of her colleague was wearing tights yesterday, it was tore and there was a hole and the bottom part of the butt can be seen. As it was during office hour, they are not allow to go out to buy a new shorts or pants. So I don't know who came up with the idea of using a black marker and colour on the part of the butt that can be seen so that it is not obvious that her tights are tore and people cannot see her butt. I was laughing my ass out when my sis told me. So damn funny lor. I thought only Alene will come up with this kind of stupid and funny idea, didn't know her colleague will think of this as well. So they used a black marker and help her colleague to colour her butt. Lol.

I had a nice chat with Edric on the phone last night. It has been quite some time since I chatted with someone on the phone. Pathetic right? Usually I am just too tired to talk when I reach home.

As usual, he sent to work this morning. Thanks alot. I never treat u like a driver ar! Don't say my blog sound as if I treat u like a driver. :p

Oh, planning to go for a dinner, then to a movie tomorrow with him. I want to drink lah. Can I? Please? I have not drink for like million days. Who says I drink often? I don't care. I will rush out from the cinema after the movie and do a 100m dash to take a cab to drink if u don't allow. Hehe. By the time u get ur car and drive out from the car park I am already gone. Smart idea. :p

Kkz lah, got to stop here. Busy with work. BUSY BUSY BUSY!

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Tuesday, February 17, 20093:17 PM

I'm back from my holiday.

6 Feb
After work, I went to Bugis to apply for house telephone line cos Daddy ask me to. Waited for very long and then headed to Suntec to collect the mugs I got for his family. Went to plaza sing to collect the valentine's gift and went to find gui qing to chat. Chatted till 8 and I went back to office. On call a cab to Golden Mile to wait for our coach.
The coach is nice and very comfortable. And I have to compliment the staff there. The service is very good. I don't feel bored in the coach. There's personal entertainment and they serve us meals, tea and gave us blanket. When we alighted, Jian actually left his pouch in the coach. My PSP is inside and there's 2000 bucks of cash inside. I called the office but it was already 2am. So no one will be answering the phone. Aunt came to pick us up to her house and we try to go round to see whether we are able to catch the coach but we can't find. So we went back home to rest.

7 Feb
Woke up at 6.30am and went to the head office at KL. The staff help us to contact the bus driver and we found his pouch. All the things are still inside. They are really honest lah. Have to compliment them. Catch the flight at 9.25pm and we reach there close to midnight. His brother came to fetch us and we had supper.

Did nothing much for the rest of the day. The place is really kampong. The girls will do all the things while the guys went to work. I saw people washing their clothes at the river. Haha. I'm lucky that at least Jian doesnt stay in a Kampong. If not I had already die on the second day. I can't get used to stay in a Kampong lah. When I visited most of his relative house, I was really glad that Jian's house is not like theirs. Especially his grandparents. They don't need to pay for water cos the water came from the river. Cool right? Over there is a very relax place.
The ladies there are really very gossipy. Some minor things happen, the whole village know. Damn exaggerating when I saw that. I was like OMG, how come they know?
So I behave like a guai guai nu over there since they are traditional. I stay at home since there are no places for me to go and follow wherever Jian go. Help out when the dinner is ready and the guys will sit down there and wait for the ladies to get prepare and just have their dinner and throw all the dishes for us to wash.
I woke up early in the morning one day and went breakfast plus marketing with his mum, aunt and sis. The market there is very different from here. The chicken are all alive and people will buy it and slaughter themself at home. So cruel lor. I always hide in the room when his mum are preparing dinner cos I don't want to see or hear how she kill the chicken. There were 10 little chicks at his home and they were so cute. But the thought of how it is going to be kill when they grow up I feel sad for them. Poor them.
The hospital at Tenom is only RM 1 per visit. Super cheap lor! and I visited twice due to cough.

I went to the city area where it is more modernised just like Singapore during 13 Feb and Jian brought me to the beach during evening. I saw many things which I have never see in Singapore. And I love to eat a fruit which they called talup that Singapore and west malaysia doesn't have. Very sweet and nice.
Valentine's day is no different from other normal days to me. They keep on gambling playing something called lami and I was not interested at all. So I slept throughout the whole afternoon. His brother gf also slept throughout the whole afternoon. And his sis woke us up at 6 and ask us to prepare to go out. When we are done with make up and everything, they were still playing. Damn it! His brother gf was quite piss from what I can see. She help me say out what I wanted to say. Haha.
We went for dinner, movie and went to drink after that. That's how I celebrate my valentine. Sooooo not romantic. Haha. Anyway, I really admire the bonding he had with his family and relative. They are really very very close. His cousins are all very friendly. I'm glad I can clique with them. Especially with the girls. Girls just love to gossip and I just listen to their gossip which I find it interesting. The times spend with Jian over there is not much. I think I spent more time with his family instead. His dad and mum are really nice. His mum even said me and Jing fei(his brother gf) are her daughter-in-law. That was really fast lah. Overall, I did enjoy the talks and time spent with his family. But didn't really enjoy the time with him except for the last night when i was there. He is super sweet.

Sad that I came back alone. Many thing happened in 10 days. When I came back Nick sms me, guess what? He is attached. Lol. So fast lah. Initially I thought it was the girl that he always mentioned about so I congratulate him. Then he told me what met at interview I was blur. It was another girl instead. Which is really fast lor. Before I was away he didn't even know that girl yet.

Wonder when will Jian come back to Singapore? Too many things to say but I don't know how to express it here. I am feeling sad....

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Friday, February 6, 20092:39 PM

My holiday starts tonight!

I hope I will enjoy.

Friends, I will be back on 16 Feb, Monday.

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Thursday, February 5, 200910:22 AM

1 more day to go and i'm going for another holiday. :) I am more excited because of the coach i'm going to take and not the trip. I hope the service and everything won't disappoint me. :)

Went to company dinner on Monday. The food there is very nice and I enjoyed myself during the dinner. Got lots of red pecket from the supplier and client. So fortunate. :) and I got a total of 100 plus for the red packet. And we went to vic to drink after dinner. The were gambling but their bet was too big amount for me to play. So Nick came to find me and accompany me. Suddenly my boss gave me 50 bucks to play and I won and return all the money to my boss and he gave me 100 bucks. The moment I went off and get into Nick's car, I start to open all the red packet and count how much I earn that night and I earn 200 plus in a night.

Was super tired and I reach office at 10.30 on tuesday and no one was in the office. I was alone till 11 plus when Raymond came. So I didn't do any work on that day. I was so tired but I drag myself to lesson.

I was again late for work yesterday. Hopefully boss won't sack me sooner or later. I am just too tired lah. So they should understand. :p
Meet Jeremy after work yesterday and we went to Plaza Singapura to shop for present. I got a booklet pendant for Jian. Cost me near to 200 bucks and they don't accept the member card. wtf? I think I am going to be broke this month. Went to find Gui Qing cos she was working over there and I waited for her to finish work and we went home together.
Xl called Jeremy and she was surprise that Jeremy went home so early when he is out with me. She said thought I will go drinking again. Then we realised yesterday was the first time we went out without going to drink. I told him I become more guai and I don't feel like drinking. Actually it was because Jian doesn't allow me to go and I have to be home by 12.
Since I have ulcer on my gum, and i'm having cough and lots of phlegm, I decide not to drink too.
And I couldn't find anything for buy for Jian's family. Only bought a box of tea for his mum. I can't think of anything else. Haiz.

Mummy is so nice to give me RM500 this morning for my trip to Sabah. :) Love her lots. But I gave her $150. Cos pai sei to take so much of her money.

Alright, time to go back to work.

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Monday, February 2, 20092:15 PM

I'm back to blogging after not blogging for about 2 week plus. Been busy and lazy recently and i'm not in the mood to blog. So I will just do a summary about the 2 weeks.

Went to dbl o on the 17 Jan. The music really disappoint me. Luckily the group of people I went with was fun and interesting people if not I think I will be damn bloody bored.

Celebrated my birthday on the 22nd with my sis and the group of her colleagues. Nick joined me too. Finally Jian get to see Nick so that he wont suspect that we are having some affair anymore. But he told me Nick got some charm that can charm me that's why I also go to him. Lol. Overall I enjoyed that night and I drank one shot that is damn strong and I got drunk 5 mins after that glass. Nick send me home after that. :)

Woke up at 10 plus on the next day and I went to office at 12 plus. Bosses brought me out for lunch for my birthday treat. :) so nice. Met the gigglets after my dinner with family at St James. We got free entry and free drinks. Tristan was so funny that night. Lol. He change so much that night. Saw choon min they all. Vivien and friends were there too.
I saw Angie and I couldn't recognize her. She change so much. And she is super chio. Took a pic with her and I think I look so ugly in that photo cos she is too pretty to take photo with. So outstanding. Envious lah.
Overall it was not so fun that night. Kim said she won't club for another one month. Lol.

Jian came to my house on New Year eve for reunion dinner with my family cos he got no family here. After that he help out in the house for the prayer thing and new year decoration. So sweet. :)

First day of new year was quite boring for me. Jian came during the afternoon for new year visit and lunch. Stay for awhile and off we went to Muar in the evening. We stay up in the living room till my cousin came back at 3 plus.
2nd day of new year was ok. Visit my great grandma and great grand aunt. Was quite fun. Great grand aunt always speak Hakka that no one except for grandpa understand. So whenever we go there we will keep on laughing. Then mummy ask Jian to talk to my great grand aunt. They really can communicate. Lol. Since young till now I nv speak to her for more than 10 sentences. Great grandmother was also quite funny. He asked Jian is whose child and she thought he is one of her great grandson. Anyway, was quite happy cos all my relative that I thought are stingy actually gave Jian red packet. Cos normally they never give to any of our ex bf before.
Went to my cousin's friend house at night. It was damn fast lah. Reach there 5mins collect ang bao and we went off cos we had already achieve our mission and went to her other friends house. Even Jian was shock that we left the place after we collected red packet.
Played mahjong in HuiHui's house. Had fun there.
Didn't go anywhere on the 3rd day. Only went to my uncle house then send Jian to bus terminal cos he is going back to Singapore 1 day earlier than me. Went for dinner with my family after that and home sweet home. Cousin's friend came to our house at night and we gamble till 1 plus and went for supper. I don't have any luck this year and I lost all my money. So cousin's friend treat us for supper cos he won all my money.
Reach Singapore on thursday.

These 2 days I spent quite a long time with Daddy.
Daddy woke me up in the morning and we went to JB to re-do my birth cert cos I lost it. Was so damn tired but still went out at night. Watch Bride wars with Jian at night. The movie was not as nice as I thought. Went to Ah Hua house after that and home sweet home.
Saturday morning daddy woke me up again and send me to office to get my payslip and we went to HDB hub to submit all the document. Hopefully we are able to get the house soon.
Quite enjoy the 2 morning with Daddy though me and him seldom talk. I didn't know that talking to him can actually make me happy. Daddy also told me a lot of the past with mummy which I didn't know. Sometimes I feel that he is quite pitiful cos all of us sided with mum. But from what we see, Daddy is in the wrong. But after listening to Daddy, I don't know who is in the wrong. Relationship is just so complicated.
And I don't know why I feel sad when I woke up on Sunday and I didn't see Dad which I normally won't feel that way. Strange?

Went to Kor house on Saturday night and I received 2 red packet. Went to Jeremy house after that. Jeremy's uncle thought I am his gf and he gave me a big red packet. :) His mum also gave me and I got a total of $40 that night. Went to Vic to drink with Jeremy and Nick join after that. I had fun drinking and playing with them. Quite a long time since I played until so happy. Was tipsy. Nick and Jeremy said I was drunk and they send me home.

Watch The wedding game on Sunday at PS with javin, xz, jeremy, sis and jian.

Went to Ascend office just now cos they were having some carnival and I got red packet. :) There were lion dance performance.

Lazy to elaborate and type. So that's all!

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