Kidnap my heart.

Wednesday, March 4, 200910:19 AM

Bcos nobody is perfect, u are likely to fall in love with someone as close to perfect as you can.

Assuming ur partner is 80% perfect to ur ideals. u meet someone who is maybe 70% to ur ideals. but for the 20% that ur partner is missing, this other someone has. It is easy for u to compare how come this person has all these qualities ur partner never had. But u have to remember why u choose ur partner, his/her good points and why u first fell in love with him/her.

A lot of people start to stray when the relationship sours. I think its very normal. Guys do it, girls do it too. Its very common for someone to look for satisfaction elsewhere when they are not satisfied with their own relationship (not sexually, but as a general satisfaction). Bcos its easier to buy a new product than to replace a broken product by repairing it.

I think most of us would agree here. I've finally realised this and write out something meaningful. What he said was right. I hope what I wrote here helps u to decide what u want. She's a new product and i'm a broken product. It will be easier for u to love her like what u said. Replacing a broken product takes lots of energy, u said u have no more energy to fight for our love anymore so don't be undecided anymore. I hope I have help u in some ways to make ur decision and know what u want.

Yes, i've paid the price for it. Paid the price for toying around, then getting hurt and grieving over.

Feeling very down recently. Nothing happen. But sometimes when we are alone, people tends to think a lot. He send me to school yesterday and the mood was different. No matter how I tried to talk, how he tried to laugh, the feeling was just different. No matter how hard I tried to pay attention, my mind was somewhere else. Couldn't finish the test. I guess Mr Bala has given up on me. Just when I was going for a break, he collected homework from us but I didn't do. Luckily I was outside the class, but I heard him calling my name. My classmate told me that he wants me to stay back and do. So we were joking that he treats me like a primary or secondary school students that teacher stay us back to finish up our homework. My mood isn't that good. Why he didn't ask others that didn't hand up to stay back except for me? Think of the positive side, cos he wants to see me more? Well, I know it is for my own good. Maybe he just wants me to learn.

Was so hungry after lesson. For the first time I feel so lonely walking out after lesson on my own. Nobody to had dinner with me and no one to talk to. I didn't feel like going home. I went to get a cup corn for myself and sit at a corner to eat. Normally I will take out my phone and start calling. Things were all so different yesterday. Wanted to talk to er jie when I reach home but she was asleep. Mummy was not home yet. So I tried to sleep. End up I wake up and watch drama till I fell asleep.

I need a break

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