I'm back yesterday night.

Suddenly I feel that no one cares for me, my feelings, my thoughts.

I wish to have my freedom and nobody to control what i'm doing. I hate to be controlled. To seek permission wherever I go is stupid. To beg someone or to see their stupid faces or attitude. Why am I doing this? They are not my parents. Why do I have to beg them? I do not owe them anything. It's not like they are the one who brought me up like what my parents did. What do I owe them?

Suddenly I got this thought of just switching off my phone so that I am able to do what I like and what I want. I don't want to be controlled anymore.