Kidnap my heart.

Wednesday, May 27, 200910:17 AM

Exactly 1 more week to my first paper. First paper is Higher Accounting. Die. Such a difficult paper for me. I guess after the first paper I will be demoralize to study. Cos if I fail that paper then that's it. Forget about the rest of the paper. Lol.
Hopefully I can pass my exam and get my diploma this time. Then I can continue to pursue for other things I want to learn. There are just too many things I want to learn. I want to start my driving lesson cos my FTT is going to be expired in 1 more year. I want to go for make up course, I want to go for Amway class, I want to aim for a degree next year(if I get my diploma this year) and many many more. Planning to go SMa cos Mr Bala is teaching over there so I want to be his student again. :) Eileen they all also persuade me to go for a degree cos I am still very young. Yes, I am still so young. I want to learn a lot of things.
This morning when I told Edric I feel like learning to go site but he wasn't happy. Yesterday night I still got so many thoughts if I start to learn what xp and ken is doing, then I also handle all the account and admin job, plus I got myself a driving licence. isn't it a very good thing? Is like I can do everything what my company need. Hmmm.... it is like.... All-rounded? Haha. I don't know how to say. Just feel that if I really learn then take some short courses and got cert for engineering plus my experience in work, even if my boss sack me I won't be afraid that I can't find jobs outside. Somemore construction line now is the most well to do and not affected by recession. So I find it damn useful if I really learn how to do xp job. It is also a good thing to learn more things in life. If I am sick of accounting job, I can just switch and work in other line. I just feel that since I am so young, I shouldn't be just stuck in account forever. I still love doing account, just got the interest to learn more. Somemore seeing what mummy is doing, I find it more useful. I think if mummy never work in this line, she won't be able to support the whole family. Da jie won't be able to go for university now, Er jie won't be having her Diploma cert cos i've known some friends who quit studying even when they get good grades for their Os due to financial difficulties.
I know he is worried because those who work in this line are mainly guys. Mummy is still the way she is for 10 years and nothing happen. I just want to learn. Haiz.
Whatever, it is only a thought and I never really plan to go site also. As for now, I should be focus on my accounting more.

All e best for my exam!

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