I feel like resigning already. I'm so sick of working here. I know I have been telling everyone how good my company is and the benefit I get. But then, somehow I feel that I am so sick of everything. I only realised today that I after working over here for 1 year and 6 months I still don't know what am I doing. I can't do most of the things on my own. I still have to ask here and there. I find that I don't learn much things if I continue to work over here. Cos this is such a small company and I don't see any procedure doing any job. I know if I go to a new company, my time won't be as flexible as what I have now. I won't have as many holidays as I have in this company but I am really damn bloody sick of working here already. So what this company never calculate annual leave? Then I felt as if I owe them something cos they don't deduct my pay. I never ask them not to deduct what. I know they are being nice to let us to have our flexible time, but then this stupid colleague of mine will always say me in a sacarstic way. Things like, how many holidays do u go in a year? Plus exam leh? mc leh? Bla bla bla. Act big shot. He don't even have a shares in this company. Not as if he is the one paying me. Say me so much makes him very happy? I don't understand.

And there's one particular stupid working partner always ask me to e-mail this and that when I had already send him those document before. I think he is just plain lazy to go and search his e-mail again to print it out. If I go and check his mail he sure got lots of the same things I send to him one lor. He is such an ass. So what he got a high position in that company? doesn't mean he can treat people this way right. I still remember last time he also always ask Edric to do this and that. Fucking idiot. He think he is the only one who is very busy? Just type and search in e-mail need to take how much of his time right?

Whatever. Or should I continue to stay here and ask my company to subsidies for my degree course? I think I should wait till after I get my Diploma. If they want to continue to subsidies me to further studies maybe I should stay. But if they don't agree I will resign.