Finally yesterday the teacher taught us how to put make up. Was waiting for this lesson ever since I enrolled the class. I want to know the proper technique and see whether I apply the wrong technique when I put make up.
Danny was there yesterday to give a talk, so he send me to admiralty after the lesson.

I was feeling so tired yesterday during work and I fell asleep. Then I heard my boss telling xp to go to courts to order a single bed. Initially I didn't bother and pretend I didn't hear anything and continue my sleep. Then he told xp to faster go and order a bed if not I sleep like that very uncomfortable. I couldn't control my laughter so I woke up and say thanks to my boss. He asked me where did I go on the day before and why am I so tired. Think sooner or later i'm going to get sack.

While going to work with Chris this morning, I played Tennis game with him. It was damn funny lah and I find the journey to work today was quite fun and fast.

Qing recover from her cough already and i'm happy for her. Haha. Cos I want her to go out with me. I miss u gal! I think ever since we stop clubbing we never meet up already. Miss u lah.

Tomorrow is FRIDAY! Woohoo. Time pass really fast this few weeks cos I have been doing the same thing everyweek. I guess it has become a routine and timetable for me already.

Mon- acc er jie to watch the guys play bball at sembawang
Tues- Fion house with Amway distributor
Wed- beauty and make up course
Thurs- Admiralty with Amway distributor
Fri- My off day!
Sat- Health course with Amway distributor

and I will be having the same dinner on the day. I will have pasta on Monday, mac on Tuesday, prata on Wed, mac on Thurs. Only during the weekend I get to choose to eat what I want. A bit sian of eating the same thing every week but I don't have a choice.

Lol. I act as if I am a busy girl. Sometimes Jian also complained that I spent too much of my time in Amway and we don't have our own time except for Sunday. Somehow I find that spending my time like this is more meaningful than wasting it away doing nothing.

Just now Ken asked me to post out the mail by 5pm today. So I asked him that means I have to walk to Singpost? He said ya. Then I complain that the weather is very hot but he said I don't have a choice. Sian lor. After that I realised I have to go to the bank to drop the cheque also.
I'm wearing heels today somemore. wtf.

Went to Fion's house as usual on Tuesday. Yan called me during the afternoon and told me the hairstylist will be going to Fion's house too. When they told me the hairstylist is from JB and his name is Jing Feng, the guy I know 2 years ago also called Jing Feng came to my mind. I pray hard it is not him cos I don't want to have any connection and contact with him. It is a long story.

Yesterday night when I reach there, I saw the hairstylist. He is really the Jing Feng I know. I was a bit sian already. I didn't talk much with him. The people there keep on saying he is very handsome and Brother Andy asked me whether he is handsome or not and I told him so so only what. I can't stand the way people praise him. As Brother Andy was teaching everyone how to use the product and the correct way to do facial mask, he asked Jing Feng to help me do the mask to demonstrate to everyone. I know Brother Andy dote on me that's why he always try all the product on me but I just don't like Jing Feng to help me to do the facial mask. Though he never offend me, he know my past. I was quite moody yesterday night when I saw him. I thought I could lost contact to that group of people and never see them again. Why is it that Jing Feng have to pop out suddenly and mix with people in Amway? I was scare that he would say out my past which I don't want people to know. But who doesn't have a past? It is already a past so I don't care whether he say out or not.
The only person in their group who I am still in contact with is only Zhi An. I called Zhi An and told him I saw Jing Feng. I told him how I feel and how unhappy I am. Zhi An is only the person that I can trust who is totally different from the rest. Then he told me actually Jing Feng is not as bad as I thought and I only met him once, so cannot assume that he is same as You Zhao they all. I feel much more better after talking to Zhi An. But i'm really scare that You Zhao they all will have my number again since they are also in Amway. I just feel damn unlucky that Amway is so big, why of so many groups they have to be in the same as mine.

Work is so busy for me nowadays. Yesterday was really stress and I don't know where to start to do my work from. I mess up everything myself. I find that i'm so lousy at doing things and I regretted taking accounts. I feel like changing job and I don't feel like going to further studies in accounting anymore.

I can't wait for this friday to release all my stress!

Xp is on mc today again. Shit him lor. Still dare to say i'm mc queen. I think he got more mc than me. Still msn me to ask me to help him do quote. I'm already busy enough. I'm getting sick of this job already.

I'm back from JB. Feeling quite tired now but I don't feel like sleeping.

Yesterday I waited for Jian to finish work then we went to attend the health course. Learn quite a lot about our health. But cannot absorb everthing cos I sat there for 2 and a half hour, so I felt a bit bored.
After the lesson we went to JB and have our supper. Stay overnight there and went to Jusco to shop around this afternoon. We spent a lot on food and nothing else. Both of us were so tired so we came back early. Luckily there was no jam.
While waiting for bus to go home just now a girl approach me and ask me whether which bus go to Woodlands interchange. One of her friend came and said I look very familiar but I don't find him familiar at all. Then he asked me whether I work at Paya Lebar I said ya and he said I work at the 5th floor. I was so shock that he know everything. Then he told me he work at the 6th floor. So coincident lor. But I never see him before.
Then the girl take number from me and said next time will ask me out. I wanted to take number from her also to pull her in to Amway but she did the same thing so I guess she got the same motive as me, she is from Amway also. Whatever it is, at least got a new friend. Haha.

Mummy called me in the afternoon and told me er jie hit someone while driving today. I don't believe her initially cos she say until very exaggerate. She told me that person is in the hospital now then she told me because that guy jay walk then er jie accidentally hit him. Not very serious but still have to make police report and give statement all that. I told er jie don't pay for his medical cos the guy jay-walk so he is at fault. Still going through investigation now. Hope everything will be fine.

I'm in a good mood today. Ken was surprise that I went to office today again. Lol. When I told him i'm coming to do work he doesn't believe me.

Yesterday night I meet Jian after work but we didn't go anywhere. Had our dinner at mac cos don't know why I got craving for fries. Reach home at 12 plus and I thought this is how i'm going to end my friday night, but I received a sms from js and he came to pick me up. We went for supper. I miss him so much and finally I get to meet him again. Was very happy that I call Qing to tell her. Haha. Slack till 3 plus and I went home. At least I was out on a friday night still not so bad lah. Is better than staying at home and sleep.

The best way to pay for a lovely moment is to enjoy it!

I'm so in not a good mood today. Wanted to do some work but I got no mood to do and I decided to blog again to vent my anger.

I don't feel that it is a friday today. The mood is not there. I miss the times when I am always getting ready for friday and go to work in a good mood. Other than clubs, where else can I go? I totally got no idea. Fuck.

Received a call from the auditor. The moment I hear her voice i'm so sian already. Then she want this and that from me. Shit her lah. Last time the other auditor also never ask those things from me. Does she know how to audit account or not? How come my the other company auditor also never ask for those documents and the guy who do audit last year for us also never ask all this from us and yet u keep on asking? Damn irritating can. Do u even know how to audit or not? I know i'm not in the position to say her cos I not an auditor, but I don't see a reason why other auditors don't ask for all those document and they still can audit the company account but this auditor can't? Asking me for this and that which I don't even know what is all that and it is already July 2009! How am I able to remember things in 2008? Hello! U study ACCA but I don't. So don't expect me to know all those stuff that u learn in ACCA or Degree. And since u study so much u should know it is already July 2009! How am I able to have things in Dec 2008? Of cos everything in the software is already updated lah!
Call me stupid or what I don't care. Ever since I step into this company i'm doing everything alone and there is no one to teach me or anyone to approach to except for Ken and he don't teach everything. I have to learn many things myself. I don't wish the account is in a mess either. But please, this is my first job and i'm handling all this alone. I'm not experience enough and there is no one that can help me here.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Alright, I feel much more better now. :)

I met Macson this morning while going to work. I couldn't recognize him till he walk towards Chris then I realised it was him. Lol. He couldn't recognize me either. I was so happy to see him. We used to be in a group that hangs out everyday after school during secondary school days. I miss those times so much.

Yesterday night not many people went to Admiralty. Around 10 people went and we chatted till midnight. I saw Aisha and Linda while waiting for Yan. Talk about accounting again. Lol. After my course already we still talk about it. I think that is the only topic we can talk about.

Nothing much to blog today. My life is still the same.

Finally I get to meet Lynn and Vion yesterday. We wanted to go to school to collect the result slip and then find Mr Bala. Meet Lynn at Jurong East and go to Admiralty together. Who knows Mr Bala class was canceled yesterday. So we went for dinner at Mac while waiting for Vion. Waited for her like 1 hour plus then we chit chat and catch up with each other. I miss them so so so much. I'm so happy to sit at the place where we always have our smoking break together cos I always think of them whenever I sit there.

We left the place at 9pm cos Lynn have to go home and look after her children. I went to Fion's place at 736 as usual on every Tuesday. Had meetings again and I hate it when they start to speak cantonese and I have to interupt everytime to ask them to speak chinese. It was so annoying that they will speak in chinese for a few sentence then change to cantonese again and I was so sian to ask them to speak chinese already. So I just sit there and look like an idiot cos I don't understand a single shit till the end of the meeting that Brother Andy asked us whether there's any question and I nod my head and I told him cos I don't bloody understand what is he talking about. End up he have to repeat everything all over again in chinese.
I feel like a Princess yesterday maybe cos I am the youngest there. Brother Andy treat me very nice and he keep on wanting me to learn everything and push me up. He said he think highly of me. Then he let me try a lot of product and he specially make for me which I felt very honour. The scrub is damn shiok cos he add a little massage for me. A bit pai sei cos I was not wearing anything except a towel to cover my front and bottom cos he need to demonstrate to the rest how to help customer to do a body scrub on the back. After the scrub still ask me to apply lotion and don't know what is the other things that I apply. But after everything there's quite a difference on my skin.
I finish everything at 12 plus. I saw Ken sleeping on the Sofa while waiting for me to get everything done. Pity him and I feel quite bad. Actually wanted to ask him to go home first and I will take a cab home but he is such a gentleman, he will never agree to that.

3rd lesson for make up course tonight. I haven't trim my eyebrow yet. Lol.

Hmmm, and I was so happy yesterday when I received a letter that one of my worker, Muthuraman, finally got his S Pass approved! I called Muthu to inform him and he was so happy and he keep on saying thank you for a million times. Lol.

I came to office this morning and I thought I could not open the door because the electricity trip. Lol. But then the door can be open but there was no electric in the office. So I called Ken and told him and he asked me to on the main switch can already. I'm so damn stupid lah. Haha.

I find the weekend boring cos I didn't do anything. I reach home at 11 plus on both Friday and Saturday and I slept so early at midnight cos I got nothing to do at home. Didn't go anywhere and I went to work on Saturday. Bosses were all so shock to see me in the office on a Saturday. They said they want to buy 4D somemore. I've long wanted to go to office on Saturday to clear my work but just couldn't wake up and lazy to go. Don was so surprised to see me online on Saturday when I told him i'm in the office. Then I told him cos I didn't club on Friday what. That's why Saturday got the energy to go to work and I swear I wake up damn super early on Saturday. Don came to find me for lunch and we had a 2 hour plus lunch.
I went for buddhist class after that and went home after buddhist class. So bored lor.

Finally I get to go to my new house to take a look. Not as bad as I thought. Can't wait to move there. Hope 2nd August come really soon. 2 more weeks to go.
I went to JB on Sunday with Jian. Finally rebonded my hair. The lady ask me to do treatment for my hair also but I didn't agree cos i'm not the one paying. So I asked her to ask Jian. She went out to ask him then Jian came in ask me want to do treatment or not. I asked him to decide then he said ok. :) so nice! Jian said it was a reward because I went home early everyday for last week.

As usual meet Chris to work in the morning. I'm glad that he is there to accompany me to work every morning and I don't mind standing in the train throughout the whole journey cos got someone to talk to me though he is quite irritating at times when he disturb me, at least he entertain me throughout the journey to work.

I went to watch this movie yesterday with Terence. Didn't see him like 4 years already. Lol. He wanted to watch this movie and me being a nice girl accompanied him to watch. I didn't bring my jacket yesterday and he was so nice and lend me his jacket. The beginning of the movie already freak me out. I scream twice in this movie. A lot of scary part and it was hell damn disgusting. My eyes were 3/4 covered almost the whole show.
After the movie we went to somewhere near my house for a drink and chat. Had a nice catch up with him and I end my day at 12.

Feeling kind of weird cos not going to club tonight. Still got a bit not get used to it but I will try. I think that i'm going to have a boring weekend. Seriously don't know what to do for this week. Planning to go JB to rebond my hair on Sunday. Jian said he will sponsored me. Haha. How nice. Means I can save those money for shopping! Love him to the max!

I seriously miss js so much. It has been 1 month since I have meet him. Hope I can see him soon.

There's so many happy things that happen to me recently and I'm loving my life now. Oh ya, I have invested in some slimming centre which is located at Admiralty in a HDB house. Those who wants to slim down can contact me. I'm so happy that I managed to find one customer yesterday and I called Yan immediately to share with her the good news. She was very happy for me too.
She's having a customer today and I hope everything goes well for her.
Another happy things to share, Jian is moving to Woodlands soon. He had found a room and the rent is quite cheap. I was quite touch when he told me he is moving to Woodlands. And the place is very near to my new house. When I asked him that won't he be tired to wake up so early to go to work everyday, he told me that he find it very sweet to go to work with me everyday and go home together. I am really touch.

I'm so happy that i'm going to meet Lynn and Vion to catch up tomorrow. I miss them so much too.
When I told Lynn i'm going to stop my unhealthy lifestyle she was quite surprised and ask me why? I told her it is a waste of money and it is time for a change. She don't believe that i'm not going to club tonight but I managed to convince her. Lol.

A friend of mine gave me the website for online shopping and the clothes they are selling is damn cheap. I'm so happy. I can save and buy more nicer clothes already. Hurray! Thanks Debbie!

Lastly, maybe i'm going to have dog soon. I'm so excited. A dog which I wanted to have it as a pet since I was primary school. Finally i'm going to have it! This is a motivation for me to stay at home more too. Thinking back, i've never stay at home for more than 2 hours except for sleeping time. When i'm awake, I won't be staying at home for more than 2 hours. I got to stay at home more.

I'm planning to stop clubbing. Not going to club for this month. So this means that I only club once this month. *clap clap*
Find it more and more boring and not a good activities to club every week like how I used to. Qing also said we should cut down more on clubbing. I think that the money spend on clubbing is not worth it. I could use it for shopping. And after attending the make up course and health course, I find that I could use the money to spend on those Health food and skin care and to shop for nicer clothes to make myself prettier. What for wasting my money on club? Occasionally is still ok but not so often like every week.
It is time for me to settle down soon. I have enough fun of playing all this while and I really enjoy it. It is time for a change of life style. Doing something that my guy is not happy about is stupid. Wasting time for explanation, arguement and unhappines is totally not worth it.

Recently I have been attending a lot of Amway meetings, gathering and lesson. When I first joined, I find that the people there are totally not my type of friends cos they are very decent. They told me that people who join and mix with them more will change to a better life style which I totally disagree cos I thought that there is no way that they are going to change my life. At the time I just thought of earning my extra income and that's it. However I find myself changing and agreeing more on what they say now. I find it very good to meet them after work, meet many kinds of new friends, chit chatting with them, learn more from them and gathering together to come up with plan so that all of us can be successful together. Especially Thursday. I love Thursday because all of us will occupy almost half of the table outside mac. There's one big group of us gathering there and meeting new friends. It really feel very relax to meet up with fun people after work everyday to sit down for a drink and talk.

Been meeting Chris every morning to go work together. I no longer feel bored going to work everyday.

I learn a bit of trimming of eyebrow yesterday. I don't dare to trim my own eyebrow. Haha. I already found my model on my graduation day. Er jie and Bei Fen. They will be my Guinea Pig. Haha.

Weekend was very well spend. I went to rebel on Friday with Qing. Er jie and Zq join me too. I hate to go with them because Zq always want to go off early. Daryl and his friends came to find me at the later part but I only accompany them for awhile and I went off. Met a new friend. She is one of Daryl's friend. Very nice and friendly and she just came back from Perth. I like her the moment she talk to me cos I find her a very nice girl.
I was quite drunk that night. It has been so long since I got drunk. I vomitted outside and a guy took Mac tissue and pass to me. I thought I was ok after vomitting but then I vomitted in the cab again. Luckily the driver pass me plastic bag.
I was so drunk that night and I woke up still in my dress, make up and contact lens not yet remove. OMFG! For the first time I slept like that. Disgusted by myself.

Supposed to meet Erjie and her colleagues for BBQ at 3pm but I woke up at 3pm. If Qing didn't call me I think I won't be able to wake up. Sms er jie and told her to wait for me. I reach there at about 5 plus. Lol. We went to Sembawang Park. I enjoyed myself a lot that night. Going there reminds me of JS. Had some Chivas and wine that night but didn't drink much cos i'm still having the hangover feeling. Everything ended at 1am and we went home.
Wanted to go to Ph but was quite sian to club that night. I wanted a good rest instead.

Sunday I tried something new. I went to play paintball as it was a company event. It was my first time playing paintball. When I step into the field I was quite excited and nervous. I was wondering how painful it will be if the ball shoot me? Heard from many people that it was quite painful and there will also be blue black.
Somemore my team mates ask me to get the flag. I kena a lot of shot when I ran out to get the flag and I don't dare to run out anymore. I keep on hiding behind. I'm such a loser. But it was really quite painful and I was not prepared. During the 2nd round I never even run out at all. The moment the game start I keep on hiding behind. But after the 2nd round I find it not fun to hide behind at all. All of us go there to play so I was thinking I should just enjoy myself. I ran out to get the flag but kena a lot of shoot. So I have to run back to the starting point and run out again. Managed to get the flag for both rounds! I got contribute to the team leh! Luckily I was in the same team as Xiao Pang. If not I think I will get a lot of shot by him. But he is not in the same team as me I think I will also use all my balls to shoot him cos he always bully me during work. I threaten Muthu not to shoot me also if not I won't issue his salary to him but I got the worst shot from him. He called me after the game and apologise for shooting at me. Haha. After the game I was so tired and I feel that I cannot breath. Never exercise for too long already. I'm damn lousy. End the game at 5 plus. Enjoyed a lot and I find it a good exercise.

I'm so happy because today is friday! My favourite day of the week. Lol.

Yesterday night I went to admiralty to meet yan they all. My make up course teacher was also there. I met new friends yesterday night. Was fun knowing them and had a nice chat with them till 1 plus. The way they talk got a lot of motivation. Especially talking to those who are in crystal and diamond position. I really want to be like them one day hopefully at the age of 25. They also said that I can retire at the age of 25 already cos by that time I will already be in Crystal and become like them to go around and helping people. Can I? It seems like such a difficult task.
Was so tired. Been going home and sleeping late for this whole week. Must be too energetic due to staying at home for the whole of last week.
Today the owner nag at me for going home late. WTF? But who cares? Moving out in another 1 month. Can't wait! Can't wait! Looking forward to next month. Guess it will be quite happening.

This morning Muthu told me that he is getting married next month. Was quite shock cos I didn't expect and it was all so sudden. Lol. I might be going to India this time to attend his wedding if there are people to accompany me to go. I want to go there for holiday. Never been to India before. Shall go there and see. But I scare I can't stand the smell. I'm not racist. Just very sensitive to their smell since young. I got quite a number of Indian friends too alright?

Had a meeting with Ken and Xp on Wednesday and I promised them a job done by this week. Lol. I still got lots of work to do. I hope I can really complete today which I promised them.

I can't wait for tonight cos I didn't club last week. Haha. I miss Qing so much.I hope I can see her tonight. :)

I met Chris yesterday. Miss him so much especially the times we had during secondary school. Was so surprise to see chris and we went to a nearby coffeeshop for a chat. Chatted till 1am then mummy called and ask me to go home early.
Got a scare from my mum when I reach home. She is so damn bo liao to hide and scare me when I open the room door and I shouted causing my sis to wake up. Sis got so pissed off and scolded my mum. Lol. Poor mummy. But she still can laugh when she get scolded. "'-_-

Yesterday was my 1st lesson. Fyi, i'm taking make up course. Yesterday I learn how to remove make-up, do facial mask, and how to take care of the face like applying toner, moisturizer, hydrating and the amount of vitamins we need. Quite fun. I hope after this I will have nicer complexion in the future. Next lesson we are going to learn how to trim eyebrow. Yayness! I don't have to go out and spend money on trimming my eyebrow anymore.

My company is going to play paintball this Sunday and i'm being asked to go. That means no offday on Sunday. Lol. Whatever. I hope I will enjoy.

I make someone angry in msn today. Thank God he forgive me. Phew!

I was so worried that time that we won't be able talking to each other anymore but i'm glad things doesn't turn out that way. So i'm able to smile like this:

Hahahahahahaha. How can I afford to lose such a charming friend. someone who look so much like him:
Yup. That's right. Jason Hsu! Damn handsome right! Lol.

Lol. Ok. Crap post. Just glad that everything is over and ok now. Only Gui Qing know how crazy I am about him.

I'm sick and i got mc for 3 days. Having fever, flu and sorethroat. Luckily it is not H1N1.

Been sleeping for the past 2 days doing nothing. feeling very terrible and don't feel like getting up from bed. Feel quite good to keep on sleeping which i always want to do.

I'm so happy that I only go to work for 2 days this week. Haha.