Went to Fion's house as usual on Tuesday. Yan called me during the afternoon and told me the hairstylist will be going to Fion's house too. When they told me the hairstylist is from JB and his name is Jing Feng, the guy I know 2 years ago also called Jing Feng came to my mind. I pray hard it is not him cos I don't want to have any connection and contact with him. It is a long story.

Yesterday night when I reach there, I saw the hairstylist. He is really the Jing Feng I know. I was a bit sian already. I didn't talk much with him. The people there keep on saying he is very handsome and Brother Andy asked me whether he is handsome or not and I told him so so only what. I can't stand the way people praise him. As Brother Andy was teaching everyone how to use the product and the correct way to do facial mask, he asked Jing Feng to help me do the mask to demonstrate to everyone. I know Brother Andy dote on me that's why he always try all the product on me but I just don't like Jing Feng to help me to do the facial mask. Though he never offend me, he know my past. I was quite moody yesterday night when I saw him. I thought I could lost contact to that group of people and never see them again. Why is it that Jing Feng have to pop out suddenly and mix with people in Amway? I was scare that he would say out my past which I don't want people to know. But who doesn't have a past? It is already a past so I don't care whether he say out or not.
The only person in their group who I am still in contact with is only Zhi An. I called Zhi An and told him I saw Jing Feng. I told him how I feel and how unhappy I am. Zhi An is only the person that I can trust who is totally different from the rest. Then he told me actually Jing Feng is not as bad as I thought and I only met him once, so cannot assume that he is same as You Zhao they all. I feel much more better after talking to Zhi An. But i'm really scare that You Zhao they all will have my number again since they are also in Amway. I just feel damn unlucky that Amway is so big, why of so many groups they have to be in the same as mine.