I'm not feeling well since yesterday night. I went to Iluma to watch where got ghost with Jian. The movie is still not bad. Quite a funny show but I didn't laugh much throughout the show because whenever I laugh my gastric will feel even more pain. After the movie we went somewhere to sit down and rest. I told Jian I cannot even stand up already. Drag myself to the bus stop and took a bus home. Jian give a stupid suggestion to walk home from woodlands. So I act smart by alighting a stop before woodlands interchange and I told him that walk from there is faster. End up took us about 45mins to 1 hr like tat for me to reach home. Lol. Plus I wasn't feeling well. So I walk for awhile then I sit down and rest. Regretted walking home.

I woke up this morning thinking that I will be ok after a sleep but it is still the same. No change. Drag myself to work. Wanted to take cab but I hang on and force myself to take train. I feel like dying on the journey to work. Luckily Jian is there for me. I still feel very sick now. I wonder is it because of my smoking habit that cause me to be so weak or is it the chocolate almond biscuit that I ate yesterday. The chocolate almond biscuit that Fransicca bought from China a few months ago. Yesterday Ken and Ronnie asked xp to throw away the biscuit. They said the biscuit turn bad already. I find it a waste to throw away and I refuse to let them throw it away. I still gei kiang and tell them I eat and let u all see nothing will happen one and I really eat the biscuit. Wonder is it because of the biscuit that makes me sick till now. Everytime I smoke I feel even worst. I only smoke 1 stick from morning till now then I keep on controlling myself not to smoke. Really feel damn xin ku now. Wonder when will this torturing end?