I"m so happy. My cosmetic has arrived! Gonna rush to tampines during lunch time to collect it. Finally!

Saturday I went to Bei Fen house and crap a lot with her. It was hell damn funny lah. So happen that both of us know a same guy, Keith. I chatted with him in msn that night and I told him that me and Bei Fen are together. He really believe that both of us are lesbian.
Received a call from Bei Fen yesterday night. She told me that Keith asked her that are we really les she said ya. Then she told Keith I broke up with my bf cos I realised that the one I love is her. Really crap lah. But I enjoyed.

Yesterday I woke up at 7 in the morning and went to JB to meet Ken, Ivy and Danny. Really damn tired. Went to the talk at M suites Hotel. The hotel is quite nice. Buffet lunch is also not bad. Quite worth it. I doze off quite a few time there. Was waiting for 7pm to come so that I can go home. Anyway, I learnt a lot in the talk. Next year all the Diamond are going to Dubai. So when the talk ends, we gather outside to talk about our target next year. Everyone aim for Emerald but I told them i'm going for Diamond cos I want to go to the Dubai trip next year. They really get shock lah. Haha. Even Brother Andy is not even a Diamond yet. Then Brother Andy ask me not to let them down cos I aim so high. Lol.

Yesterday night I realised that I never on the switch at my living room before. Lol. When LH called, I went to the living room to talk to him. I wanted to on the fan and that was when I realised I don't know which switch to turn on. Shows that I am not always at home. Till now i'm still not familiar with where are all the stuff that are place at my house. It doesn't matter. I don't feel like it is my house anyway. Family having war again recently. Mummy told me this morning that after I went out yesterday morning there's a war at home. Lol. I told mummy we will move out next year during Sep or Oct. I promised her by that time I will earn and save enough to get ourselves at least a 4 room flat. This gives me the motivation to work harder giving mummy a better life. I need to work hard. I hope we can move out and stay far away from Daddy. I do love him but he is getting far too much. I got no choice to treat him like this. He deserve it. Till now he still don't appreciate what the family has done for him. Therefore I don't see a point that why do we need to help him. A 47 years old useless man is all I can describe about him. I never look down and give up on him. Still waiting for the day that he can prove something to us that he is not useless. I'm still waiting......