It's the 7th month of the lunar calender. Hungry Ghost Festival is here. I was alone in the office yesterday and the door bell rang. I went out to open the door but no one was outside. Really freak me out. I was so scare and my imagination run wild. Lol. I keep on thinking that I open the door so wide just now, wonder whether anything come in or not. Really freak me out lah. Then I keep on thinking whether izzit because I blast the music too loud so they are not happy. I immediately turn down the volume. Called Lh and talk to him so that I won't have any stupid imagination. Don't know whether anyone play prank on me anot.
When I was leaving the office I still feel scare. I quickly switch off everything and ran out of the office.
Whatever. I hope nothing unlucky things happen to me.

This morning I feel quite hurt by what Jian did to me. The things he said and do. I thought my heart has numb long ago that I won't feel anything. Somehow today I feel the pain. I control my tears but my eyes were still quite watery and I wipe it off so that he can't see it.
I still find myself quite stupid to do things for him even when he treat me like this. I just give in.

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.