I'm very late for work today. Recently i'm always late for work by half an hour. Today I was late for 1 hour. Boss called me while I was on my way to work. Kena warning from him already. He asked me why am I always late recently and whether is it due to my night job. I don't know how to reply him. After I hang up the phone call with boss, I sms him to apologise to him and told him that I will be punctual from next week onwards. I feel bad.

Got my pay for my night job yesterday. Supposed to be quite a lot, but boss deduct for CPF cos he said that the hours I work is quite a lot, so might as well consider me as a full time staff and pay me cpf. Initially I thought I will get cash as usual but full timer get their pay by cheque. Cross cheque somemore. Quite sian. Still got to wait till Monday to get the money.

I'm running out of strength and energy. Getting more and more tired everyday. Now then I realised i'm not strong enough. I thought I am strong like my daddy who can take 2 jobs during day and night and sleep for a few hours only without having any off day. It's only 1 month plus and I can't take it. Wonder how daddy take it?

Erm, Qing, thanks for everything lah. I love u. Hahahahahaha. I owe u a lot. 1 bottle martell on your birthday ok? I know is not enough to repay u but u won't gei gao with me right? 12 years of friendship leh. :p

tiring day. :(

Was busy yesterday at work due to hash. Tired and hot like hell. Luckily got qing around. At least not so pek chek.

Boss came back yesterday. He got t-shirt for all of us. Nice boss. Haha.

This morning mummy told me something that pissed me of cos of some incident on Monday. I brought Coco out to visit a vet. I didn't leash her cos she was just walking down the stairs. A malay lady walk pass. I know about their religion that they cannot touch dogs or something like that. So I wanted to carry Coco but she ran down. the lady scream damn loud lah. I already apologise to her and carry my dog. Somemore my dog never even touch her. When I reach level 1 then I heard her calling me. I waited for her downstairs but she didn't come down. If she wants to talk to me of cos she have to come down right, don't expect me to climb up again to her lor. Idiot. I just walk off cos ad was waiting for me. He is super nice. Went to my office to fetch me home to bring coco and went back to my office area again.
When I reach home grandma told me that the malay lady went up to my house and scolded my grandma. She said we cannot keep dogs in our house!!!! wtf law is that. I told my grandma to ask her to come and talk to me. I know initially it was my fault lah, we already apologise, what else she want?
Then mummy said that yesterday night she came to look for me again. Fuck her lor. I wasn't at home so she complain to my mum and grandma again. Say my dog scare her children. Must cage her up all that. Bullshit lah. Is my house. Whether I want to let my dog run around in my house or cage her up is my problem. Bloody bitch. I was damn pissed off. If she ever come and talk to me I will make sure I will fuck her upside down. Want to complain just let her complain, I take licence for my dog, there's nothing she can do. If she want to say my dog scare her then she can jolly well go and sue me. The most I will kena fine for not leashing my dog. HDB approved dog and not cat. Idiot. Don't ever let me see a cat in her house or she can say bye bye to her cat. MOTHERFUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!!

Lh told me I haven't been updating my blog. I'm lazy, tired and busy to update. Totally no mood to update recently.

Nothing much to update. Just work and work.

Leong has been sending me to work early in the morning recently. He change a lot le. Can wake up early in the morning just to send me to work. I'm touch and happy. He came to fetch me from work on friday. I wanted to go out but he is too tired. So want back to his house. I told him I was hungry and asked him out to buy supper for me but he said he is tired. Idiot lor. Still blame me for working night job. Keep on saying he don't like his gf to work in a pub. I keep on complaining to him that i'm hungry who knows he told me that he will bring me out for breakfast the next morning and ask me to sleep. "-_-
Woke up early to have mac breakfast. It has been quite some time since I had mac breakfast already. That morning then I realised Leong is quite childish. Haha. While waiting for me to finish my meals, he played the monopoly. Haha. Wanted to go home to take my clothes after breakfast but I left my key in Leong's house so went back to his place to sleep again. Leong said we are like pig. Eat and sleep. Was late for work in the evening again. Thought Candy will fine me luckily she didn't.

Hate to work on a Saturday cos I hate the group of family that come here mostly on Sat. one of the member is the fat ass that I mentioned before. That group of family is enough to make me busy for the whole night. I hate their stupid and unreasonable request as if I owe them a million. Ad was busy at work on sat. he keep on coming and going off. Can see that he is really busy but i'm really touch that he come down even if it is just for awhile just to make sure i'm alright.
I feel that I am damn unlucky on Sat. Firstly is the group of family that pissed me off. Then I lost my hp. I left it on the bar counter cos I was too busy. Don't know which idiot took it. I hope that idiot kena bang by a car. Lastly the cashier is short of money so I have to pay.
After work I went to downtown east chalet with ad to find his friends. They are a group of fun people and I enjoyed.
And something unlucky happen again. I saw leong's parents while going home in the morning at my block. His mum told him that she saw me with a guy and we are very close. Shit her lor. There's at least a space for an elephant in between.
Leong quarrelled with me when I was working at night. Luckily sunday got not many customer. A very slack day. Cashier also very easy to do. Haha. I was bloody full after drinking with a customer. I accidentally left my hp at table 8 yesterday again. Luckily Candy saw it. Then she ask me I want to lost another handphone again izzit. I don't want to be so careless anymore.
Leong doesn't allow me to go for supper with my colleagues after work yesterday. Was quite sian cos I wanted to go. He came to wait for me at 12 so I can't go. I was so scare that something will happen to him and ad yesterday. When we were going off ad keep on ramming his car, then leong also do that and speed off. I got a feeling when boss came back from holiday I might lose my night job.

Night safari on friday was fun. I had a sore throat after that cos I scream a lot. Saw Anthony. So coincident.
Going there reminds me of Jian when I went there with him last year. Somemore that night mummy and both sis bring their bf along. I'm the extra one. Anyway, i've tried my best not to think of him and enjoy myself that night.
Leong came to fetch me after that and went over to his house. He pass me our couple ring. So sweet and i'm happy.
Will upload the pics soon.

Work on both night on Saturday and Sunday. Nothing much to update about.

Leong came to fetch me after work yesterday. We went to East Coast Park. He is very cute lah, bought ice cream and we sit down at the beach to eat and talk. Didn't expect we will do this cos he always find doing this kind of things very pai sei.
Headed to mosque st to meet er jie and her bf after that. Went to Vic to drink. Enjoyed. I vomitted again. Somemore I can sleep on the way home when Leong was speeding at 140. He woke me up but I guess i'm too tired and tipsy.
We went to 131 to eat and went back to his house. I went to bathe immediately. Feel more awake and manage to spend some time talking to him this time. Haha. I tried not to fall asleep but failed.

zq told me things about Jian yesterday. Don't know why I feel very sad when I heard things about him. Been missing him recently. I really miss him alot. zq says that he is going back on the 7th Nov. I feel like sending him off but I know I can't. It will makes thing worst. Now I understand the feeling of missing and thinking of someone so much but u can't msg or call that person. It sucks.

I really miss u

Night safari tonight with my family. Sian that Leong can't acc me to go. Haiz. Everyone is going in couple except for me. -_- I rather go to work. At least not so extra.

Had a minor arguement with Leong on Tuesday. Was pissed of with him and he was unable to contact me. End up he went to Jimm's pub to find Qing and ask qing to call me and he use qing's hp to call me instead.
Meet him under my block. I brought Coco down with me also. The moment I saw him I was not angry anymore. Haha. He said want to bring Coco for a walk. I carry Coco on his bike. Dangerous lah. I was so afraid that Coco will jump off anytime. Then we bring Coco to his house. Leong find Coco irritating. It was quite funny lah. Leong was super nice to me that night. Think he feels guilty. It was the 1st time that he accompany me all the way to my doorstep. Normally he is lazy to climb the stairs. Lol. And he offer to send me to work the next morning.

Yesterday I was a bit high on alcohol. Qing helps me to drink a lot in the end. Was very messy at work yesterday till the supervisor is very angry and pissed. Qing told me that she asked me to take ice water but I gave her an empty glass. Lol. I don't remember such things happen.
Eric and Bernard came to find me yesterday night. Accompany them to talk until 2 plus. They keep on saying that I am drunk. Qing pass me a lot of water to drink. I accidentally dropped Bernard's helmet when we were going off. Zzzz.

I fucking hate a particular customer at my workplace and she visited yesterday. She is the type of person who is so damn bloody arrogant and thinks that she is very rich. Kkz lah, so what if u are rich? Don't need to be so arrogant. I hope u get rob one day. See whether u still dare to be so arrogant or not? I know lah, u are just jealous that all the staff there are much more skinnier than u.

This morning Andrew told me Qing is a very good friend. Take care and concern for me a lot. Lol. Don't need him to tell me I also know. Anyway, have to thank her for taking care of me and helping me to drink so much.

Received a call from Leong early in the morning. He went to Boat Quay since yesterday night till morning haven't even go home lor. When he called me he was still at boat quay!!!! He told me his bike got problem and have to send for servicing. He was not in a good mood. The servicing cost 200 bucks. Luckily he can get it by today. If not he sure kpkb a lot. He was super lame in the afternoon. Call me just to tell me he took a bus to ang mo kio. "-_-
When he know he can get back his bike today his mood was much more better. Then he said it was a good thing also. If his bike never breakdown then maybe he will have accident cos he drink a lot at boat quay. He was just consoling himself I guess. Haha.

Alright, my house is going to be fully done soon. Will take pictures of my house when it is totally done.

I'm back to work today. Had a good rest yesterday but i'm still feeling tired. Zzz.

After work yesterday, I went over to find Leong. Slept for the whole afternoon and he woke me up at 6 plus and tell me he is going out. Ask me to stay at home to wait for him so I went back to sleep again.
We went out at night when he comes back. Should say is the second time he bring me out. This time we went somewhere further. I suggest that we go plaza sing so he bring me there. Initially he complain that it is very far and lazy to ride there but end up he also give in to me. Haha. Nothing much over there. We got ourselves a couple ring. Still remember that time he said getting a couple ring is childish then yesterday he keep on saying that he want to buy couple ring. "-_-
Went for dinner after that and he wants to go to boat quay to drink. As usual. I expected it anyway. He cannot live without alcohol. One of the waitress there ask me to go there and work. She said the pay is higher than Jimms and ask me to consider.
Left the place at around midnight and went back to his place. I fell asleep a few times on the way back and Leong wake me up a lot of times. Dangerous.

Ad send me to work this morning. I brought Coco with me. Wanted to bring her for 2nd vaccination but she is sick so she cant go for vaccination. Sian. Spend the money on her medical instead. Need to wait for 7 days later then she can go for vaccination. need to make another trip down next week again.

Leong suddenly ask me to quit my job at Jimms. I'm really sian about it. I told him I don't want to quit then he ask me to choose either him or Jimms. Haiz.

Thinking of taking mc today. Tired to the max.

Qing came down for interview on Friday and it was Yvonne last day. Initially boss only ask Qing to mingle around but end up she help out cos we are far too busy. Then Eddie say might as well counted her in to work tonight and she start work immediately. Super busy day and I was doing cashier. Was quite pissed off with some customer. Afterall i'm happy that Qing is able to work with me and I get to see her more. Don't need to miss her so much already. Haha.

Saturday was a super busy day and there are only 3 staff that day. I'm doing cashier again. Hell damn pissed off with a lot of customer but still need to smile to them. It is a torture to me. Nowadays the customer who go there are all weird and demanding customer. Ad send me home after that and he keep on apologising to me on behalf of his relatives. His relatives really damn buay zi dong. See people doing closing already still don't want to leave.

Sunday afternoon went to find Leong, and meet Qing after that to go to work together. Never thought that there are quite a number of customer on Sunday. Normally Sunday is a very relax day. Luckily boss is in a good mood yesterday. Still can joke with us and he bought pizza for us to eat. But he was quite unhappy about few mistake me and supervisor have done. Kena nag for awhile then he is ok already. He talk to me a lot and ask me to learn everything that supervisor is doing so that one day when she is not around I can handle everything. The customer yesterday are all quite funny. Had a good laugh about their crap and joke.

alright. gtg. feeling damn tired for the past few days. not in the mood to blog.

Wednesday after work Ad came and fetch me for dinner. We went to coronation plaza for dinner. He had spent a lot on our dinner for the past 2 days so I told him don't need to go for expensive dinner.
Went to macritchie reservoir after dinner to talk. Had a nice time talking to him. He sent me to meet Leong after that. Went to chong pang nasi lemak with him and his brothers and kranji after that. Leong suddenly get pissed off with his brother and we went home.

Yvonne told me she is resigning when I went to work yesterday. Boss talk to me when he came. Most probably I have to work more than 4 days a week already. Cos not enough staff. Qing has already confirm to come down for interview already. I am so so so so so super duper happy lah.

Aaron send me to work at night yestreday and stay there to drink. It was a busy night. I didn't even got the time to go toilet till I am really damn urgent. Anyway was glad that business is good yesterday. At least time pass faster. Leong came to fetch me and stay at his place till 4.30am. He is such an ass. Sleep until don't want to send me home and I went home myself.

Chat with Da jie in msn yesterday. Most probably the family outing is confirm. Night safari next week with the whole family. It has been so long since we had a family outing. I'm quite happy cos I am the one who organise it. I feel bad for staying at home for less than 5 hrs everyday and didn't accompany them much.
Da jie ask me to go for a halloween party next saturday. Like quite exciting. Don't know whether I should take off and go or not.

Yesterday after work, Ad came to fetch me from work and bring me to a place for dinner. Had a nice dinner with him and he send me to admiralty for meeting.
The meeting is quite boring. I was tired and went off early. Leong came to fetch me home. He was quite unhappy that I don't want to accompany him when I told him i'm going home but in the end he is still understanding enough and send me home.
Had an early rest yesterday night. I feel super energetic when I woke up this morning. Finally get to sleep for 8 hours.

Ad came to send me to work this morning and we had breakfast together.

Going to wait for Leong to finish work tonight. Sian. Don't know what to do till 10pm. Hope he bring me out tonight.

Hhpy make me laugh in the office today. Msn me and told me that got a mum told her daughter that there's a no studying sign at mos burger while he was doing revision there. But the mother was eating macdonald there. Lame lor. Why do such people exist?

Some idiot nearly spoil my mood today. If u think u are so mature, then what for argue with a childish person like me? Who is the childish one then? Lol.

Finally Leong bring me out yesterday night cos it was his off day. He came to fetch me from work and we went to Bishan to bring my phone for servicing. Had dinner there. Nothing much to do there so we went back to Woodlands. Went to partyworld to sing. Didn't sing for quite a long time. Had fun singing with him. 2 hours later his brothers came to join us. They just walk in like that and the staff there didn't charge us. Lucky. But the bill is still quite ex. 2 person already cost us 100 plus cos we order beer.
Initially I wanted to watch movie with him but he wants to drink. He really cannot live without beer for a day. Can't stand it. Now I understand why my ex can't stand me for drinking every week. But at least i'm only drinking once in a week, not everyday. Cos of leong I follow him to drink almost everyday even during my off day at pub when I can spare my poor liver for not drinking.
Went to yishun for supper with his brother after singing. Join one of his brother gf sister. Hell damn weird. Cos the sister and her friend are police then they sit together with Leong they all. Can see the big difference between them. Then his brother joke that police and pai kia cannot sit together.
Home at 2 plus. I can say that it is the earliet night that I ever went home ever since I started working at Jimm.

Mummy send me to work this morning. Haha. Save another cab fare.
Ad came to find me for lunch today. So nice of him. Then he said he coming to fetch me after work later. I'm glad that I can save a lot for my transport again and spend it on other things. Yesterday night when I reach home I saw the electricity bill. 100 plus. Sian. Think I should sleep with the fan on from today onwards. Cannot afford to waste money on the electricity bill. I want to spend on something more worth it.

Alright, got to stop here.

Qing, I miss u. When is our next party going to be?

I'm back after a long weekend. Took mc for 2 days on thursday and friday but I can't say that i've rest well.

I had a fun night on Wednesday with Qing. Initially I thought that I can't make it. Then I try to persuade Leong till he allow me to go out. Lucky me. Went to ladies night at rebel with Eric and his friends. They drink martell like plain water. Finished 3 bottles. It has been so long since I last enjoyed like this with Qing. A crazy and fun night. I hope we get to enjoyed more like this.
Joshua came to fetch me home. Surprising lah. But i'm happy. Miss him damn lots. Home at 6am. By the time I finish wash up and shower it was already 6.30. time for me to get prepared for work. So I took mc. Haha. Too tired.

Leong also took mc on Thursday. Went to accompany him till evening and he send me to work. After work he came with Gary to fetch me. Went to Sem garden there to drink. The boss there asked me to work at their pub instead. I told him I will consider and give him a reply soon. After we went off Leong bring me to Admiralty park to talk. Asked me not to work at Sem garden cos it is a very messy and complicated place. So I promised him I will stay at Jimm's.

I woke up late on friday. Waited for cab for 1 hour and i get so pissed off. So i sms boss and took mc again. Waited for Leong to finish work at 2pm then went over to find him. home in the evening to get prepared and off to Suntec for a talk. Wasted my time. Fell asleep all the way. Ad came to fetch me to woodlands after the talk and Leong fetch me from there. Haha. We keep on saying about what will happen if Leong see me with him. But hope it won't happen.
Went to Sembawang park with Leong. Initially he wants to play candle. Then end up he said is childish and cancel the plan. Don't know what the shit is beng thinking. When qing called he ask me not to tell anyone we are at sembawang park, say very embrassing. wtf.
Went back to his place after that.

Saturday as usual wake up in the noon and get prepared to find leong at 2pm till evening then off to work and stay over at Leong's place after work. No life! Got a new part timer came on Saturday. She behave as if she is the lady boss like that. Suka suka then come. If not never come for work w/o informing. Then she never do anything much. Sit here and there with customer to talk and never help out. I do all the things myself. Was a bit pissed off. She think she work at thai disco or what. Go there to sell meh.
Asked Leong to wake up in the morning and he bring me to buy breakfast back home for family. Mummy was unhappy cos she waited till she is hungry already. back to sleep and I overslept to attend the talk at victoria theatre. Wanted to give it a miss but Yan they all came all the way to my house to fetch me so no choice but to go. Met mummy downstairs while waiting for their car and mummy saw me smoking. Her face damn black but she never say anything. Lucky. think she say until sian already.
Ad came to fetch me again after the talk. He bring me to dinner and then send me to work. Quite slack. Not many customer. Boss said there's another hash on 27th. Need me to work cos i'm the only one who knows how to do the setup. Sian. Sure will be a busy day but I enjoyed the hash.
Leong fetch me from work and to his place again. I was quite tired so we went home early.
I was so happy when he wake up and send me to work this morning. Didn't expect that he can wake up so early.

Alright. got to stop here. Need to get my work done. Tons of work to do. Sian.