Leong bring me to Parkway parade on Monday. Had our dinner there and went for shopping. I miss shopping lor but Leong keep on complaining that his legs are tired. Walk for awhile then we went to the Jimm's pub at Bukit Batok outlet to drink. Ann is very nice to us. Ask me to go to the room to sing but I said I don't want then she just took my drinks inside the room and say she never charge me for the room. Still open the window and allow us to smoke there somemore. I only ask for her cos I wanted the discount from my beer but didn't expect her to be so friendly. Qing and yang came to join us. Had fun. Went for supper at Woodgrove after that and home sweet home. Mummy called me in the morning and kpkb cos I didn't go home. Leong send me home in the morning to change and went off to work.

Received a sms from Yan yesterday that Jian went back to his hometown already. My mood change suddenly. Think of him a lot and I sms him to have a safe trip back but the reply was "who are u?" Someone rang the doorbell at my office yesterday afternoon. I was shock to see that it was Francis. He came to pass me all the things that Jian return to me. My heart sank seeing all the things that bring me all the memories with him. I tried to control my tears but I can't. That's when I realised that I can't let go. Well, I know I have to move on and let go of everything. I just wish the best for him. That's all I can ask for. I really do miss him a lot. Been thinking of him a lot but I know I won't be able to see him anymore.

Suppose to celerate ad birthday with him yesterday but it was cancel. Went down to Jimm's to find Qing. Hope she is feeling better now. Poor thing that she still need to work when she is sick. Enjoyed myself yesterday. I'm still thinking of Jian for the whole night. Got the urge to call him but I know I can't do that.

Haiz............