Emo. I think of him again but he is too far away from me. I doubt I can see him in my entire life. I really miss u! :(

I went to club on Sat again. Eric got angry this time lo. He starting to control me more and more already. ):

I'm stressing about Eric birthday present! Argh!

It has been 2 weeks since I blog. Lost interest in blogging already.

Getting more and more restless nowadays. Lack of sleep. I seriously need to rest more. Feel like quitting the job at jimm's pub but they don't have enough staff. Pray hard that I can quit by end of Jan.

Recently had a bad dream. I dreamt that Eric cheated on me. Haha. The feeling is like so real lo. Scare scare leh. I know he won't do that to me cos he still treat me very nice. But recently he start to show a bit of temper to me already. Even when I play with him he will show temper lor. Don't know whether am I the one who think too much after the dream. I feel hurt and sad when he started to show his temper. Pray hard the dream won't come true ba. Pray hard pray hard.